you sighed as you sat up right on your bed, flustered from the activities that just occurred. you bit your lip as you watched zion pull on his jeans, tired expression sitting on his face before rushing out of your room. you and zion have been fuck buddies for about 4 months now, and no one really knows you guys are doing this. you fancied the idea of only having sex with no romantic feelings at the time, but now you're feeling yourself grow attracted to zion. the feelings started around the second you saw him with his friends, smiling and laughing at the stupid shit they said. you shook your head and sighed, thinking about when zion used to show full emotions instead of putting up walls around you so you, his words, "don't get attached to him and want more from him." well that worked out well, z. you groaned at the thought of him not wanting you in a romantic way. you craved him emotionally, beyond compare. you've never felt like this before so all of these feelings were new and well, quite scary. you sat up and pulled on your shirt, grabbing your phone and feeling a rush of confidence flow through you as you pulled on your shoes and texted zion.
don't pull out of my driveway yet. we gotta talk.
he just sent back a simple "kk" and you ran out the door. your mind was jumbled as you stared at the male sitting in your driveway. his facial expression was dull, and his head was softly moving to the beat of his music. you smiled softly before getting into his passenger side door and sighing. "so..." he awkwardly stared at the wheel in front of him, fingers tapping on the leather mindlessly. see, the perk about the both of you only having sex was that you didn't really need to communicate, so your conversations were always on the rocks. "zion, i think we should stop this." he raised his eyebrow at you. "stop what?" his voice was as full of confusion as his eyes. his cheeks were a soft red due to the cold weather. "us! i don't think i can do this anymore..." your voice softened as you grew anxious of his response. zion just simply sat there before shaking his head. "y/n, there is no us. there will never be an us! i just wanted some chill fun, but if you're going to start labeling us and acting all weird like today, then i totally agree that we should end whatever this shit is." his voice was loud and intimidating but you just simply nodded and got out of his car before walking back to your room and crying yourself to sleep.
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