About 2 weeks have passed now. School is alright… I guess. And Drake… Hah drake. I haven’t spoken to him. I don’t know what id say if I did. I mean finding out about maddi and everything. I don’t want to end up hurting him…
Danni and I have been hanging out a lot more, she is actually spending the night tonight. That should be fun.
I checked my phone which read 4:30. It was a Saturday and I had no plans. Exciting right? I made my way down stairs, searching for my mom. I smiled at the sight of her trying to plant flowers in the back yard. “Need a hand?” I asked. “Oh sweetie you scared me.” She said as she looked up at me. I grabbed a set of gloves and picked up a small hand shovel, bending to my knees.
“So got any plans tonight?” She asked. “Well not really, Danni is coming over, we might go to the movies or whatever.” I replied. “Oh well that’s okay… How is everything.” She stopped, now looking me in the eyes. “Um good, why do you ask?” I wondered. “Well I got a call… From Your English teacher, she said your grades are dropping already & that you seem different in class, has something happened?” She asked worried. “hah.” I shrugged. “No mom everything is fine the work is just a little harder now, ill bring my grades back up. Don’t worry.” I lied. What’s wrong… More like what isn’t wrong. Ever since I moved here Its like I’ve had more issues then vogue, literally.
“Well Um im gonna go to the beach, ill be back later.” I said as I walked away. I felt her eyes watching me as I did. Before I left I grabbed my headphones and a small blanket from the hall closet.
The drive wasn’t that long And the beach was nearly empty. I stepped out of the car, and immediately felt the beams from the sun absorbing my skin. It was breath taking.
I laid out my blanket, took off my shoes, and put in my headphones. I scrolled through My music and ironically chose out in the way by the beach fossils. I laid down letting the breeze take my worries. Letting my mind explore. I didn’t want to think about Drake, but sadly that’s easier said then done. After a while all you want, is to be with the one who makes you laugh. And that’s what I wanted… To be with Drake. Because nothing makes me happier, and nothing makes me sadder then Him.
