Cemetery Weather (Kellic)

Chapter 46

Me and Vic pretty much slept until 1. I know he was tired and I'd rather sleep in a bed than a car. When I woke up, I laid there in his arms. I admired the ring while I laid there.

Sometimes I think things moved too fast between me and him. I mean we kissed before we really knew each other. Same thing with the sex, it was within days of being around each other. Although, he did say he loved me weeks afterward.

Sometimes I wondered if he ever pitied me. When my mom died, he was around a lot. I didn't know if it was for him or pity that brought him. Was it pity that took us to Utah?

All these thoughts hovered over my mind. Was this relationship based off pity and love or just the latter? Now I'm questioning everything about us.

He groaned and tightened his grip on me. I didn't move, I just closed my eyes and tried to be sleep. I felt his warm lips kiss my neck and I shuddered. I turned over and he smiled and kissed my lips softly.

"Glad you're woke."

"Yeah." I laid down in his chest.

"You okay?" He asked, pulling me back to see my face.

"Yeah, I'm great. Do you want to go ahead and get ready?" I tried to stray away from him asking questions.

"Sure." He dropped his arms from around me and sat up.

I rolled out of bed and went to take a shower. When I was out, he went in quickly after me. I got dressed and walked throughout the house.

I wandered from room to room, admiring how big the house was. Even though me and Vic's was bigger, I think Mike's looked nicer.

"He's done a good job huh?" Vic asked, startling me.

"Yeah." I smiled and looked around more.

"I'm proud of him. He's done so much and has proven he's capable of things." I turned to see Vic's eyes with tears and smiling.

"He's learned from his big brother." He laughed and took me by the waist.

"Maybe. But I'm still proud of him." We swayed from side to side as he held onto me.

"You have every right to be." I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"You have no idea how much I love you." He spat out. I felt my cheeks burn and I looked down.

"I love you too." I mumbled softly.

"I know." He took his hand and lifted my chin up. "I just love to hear you say it."

He leaned in and captured my lips. Our lips pressing together and his tongue gliding against my bottom lip. I slightly opened my mouth and he pushed his tongue in. I didn't fight, just let him roam.

I moaned into the kiss, it was things like this that made me question the relationship. I mean did we really know enough about each other that we could do this everyday? He pulled away and I stood there breathless.

"I don't want to start anything that we might have to end soon." He smirked and let go of me. "We're gonna go to Tony's in a bit."

"Can't we go to your parents' instead?"

The last time I saw Tony was when they all bullied me in high school. I know Jaime sort of changed and I lived with Vic and Mike, so I knew they changed. I was skeptical about Tony though, he was always scary.

"No, we're going to wait on Mike before we go there." He replied quickly. He looked freaked out when I mentioned his parents though.

I know that his dad put Mike into the hospital the day we made the trip to Utah. Maybe that's why he doesn't want to go without Mike. He doesn't want to face the person who's caused him most harm.