Famous but in love (choni)

Chapter 6- night one prt2

Toni's pov
I immediately walked to Cheryl and stood in front of her I heard her sigh but stand behind me protectively. "Get that thing off yourself or you are not going back on stage" my brother , dan said stepping into the room, so much for hiding from him. "Am a serpent, dan no matter what you do it's in our blood" I said in a whisper because if I raise my voice people will think am shouting and I hate shouting dan scoffed and stood closer to me "it may be in our blood but you will never be one off them" I put my hand on Veronica's chest before she could do anything or say anything she will regret "ok, I will take it off" I said slowly slipping off the jacket and handing it to the raged man in front off me "you have five minutes" he said ripping the jacket out off my hands and walking away.i sighed still smiling I don't want people to know how I really feel I don't like people feeling bad for me so I keep it in and I go to the gym to let out some off my anger I guess that's how I lost so much weight. "Why didn't you let me say anything?" I heard Veronica say i just didn't answer her and just went back to the draws and pulled out another serpent jacket and put it on. "I have to go" I said smiling I hugged all off them in silence and left I headed to the west wing of the stage and a lady handed me a microphone I thanked her and took a deep breath. Everyone was screaming my name as I ran on the stage with a huge smile, a real smile my other family actually make me smile it's never a fake smile they just make me feel warm and fuzzy. "So we are going to slow things down and get into our feelings" I said as the band behind me started playing lovely (actually from billie eilish) one off the favourite songs I wrote. I was on stage for another hour and a half asking questions and talking mostly I even got water threw onto me but I just got a water gun I already had ready and squirted the hole first few rows. I ran off stage sweaty and tired but very happy as soon as I was off I heard everyone start getting up out there seats and getting ready to leave Lisa (my helper) handed me a towel and a bottle off water which I thankfully took gently out off her hands. I walked to where Cheryl and the others where as soon as I walked through the door the all pounced on me making me laugh and push them off me, I might be small but am definitely not weak. "That was amazing tiny,you are amazing" I heard Veronica say as I stood up and dusted myself off. "Yeah you where good but we need to leave" my brothers voice boomed making me flinch and stood closer to Veronica I looked up at her and realised she was looking down one me a blank expression on her face I stood back "am so sorry I didn't mean-am sorry Veronica-I will meet you on the bus" I said turning and walking away I heard everyone whispering and my heart started beating fast and my eyes started to water. My heart was heavy what if they think am stupid ?or what if they are only here because they feel bad for me? Maybe they actually hate me and they are using me for my money?. I stopped and leaned my hand in the wall trying to keep myself up but my heart was tight and my head felt light "stop thinking" I whispered to myself trying to calm down my thoughts but it didn't work I need my crying bag...like now. I turned and started walking back to the others with my head down, I started tapping on the back off my hand I always do that when I feel like am going to break down if anyone asks me if am ok. I took a deep breath as I slowly opened to door "what hell are you doing here poison" I heard jughead say I immediately forgot about my worry's and felt excited my chest felt light and I could breath easier "am here for topaz" my best friend said I ran through the door as soon as she seen me her expression softened and she seemed to relax just like I did. I ran into her arms because she is taller then me she picked my up and swung me around "I can't believe you made it" I said exactly she set me down and laughed "I was gone for less then a day" I pouted a little and leaned my head on her shoulder "that's far to long" I whined making her giggle "who is this?" Betty asked me from behind I turned to them all "oh this is peaches from the serpents rival gang the pretty poisons and my girl-best friend" I corrected myself then looked around awkwardly "your girl-best friend?" Cheryl said crossing her arms over her chest looking peaches up am down I smirked at her a little she definitely is jealous "yes do you have a problem with that blossom?" Peaches said her protective side showing Cheryl stood up straight and gave a death look to peaches. "How do you know my name poison?" Peaches was about to say something when she looked at me and frowned I looked confused at her but then realised that I was tapping the back off my hand she slid her hand into mine to stop me I took a deep breath and said "ok everyone follow me into the bus" I started to lead peaches our hand still interlocked "so what's been happening?" Peaches asked looking back to everyone following behind I smiled "I met some new friends and reconnected with old friends , started writing new songs, went to meetings so just the normal really. What about you?" She rolled her eyes with a small smile "my mother is making me queen off the poisons next month" I stop in my track and pounced on her in excitement she caught me easily "that is amazing p am so proud of you" I said hugging her tight she let go slowly and looked sad "but I won't be able too see you as much as I do now" my smile faded a little until I said "we can call,text or FaceTime as much as we can and I will come and see you when ever I get the chance I still need to meet your family remember" a smile grew on her face as she nodded "what did I do to deserve you?" She asked her eyes flickering to my lips then back up at my eyes "you saved my life remember" she smiled wider I smirked and she knew actually what I was about to do "no topaz don't you dare" I laughed as I slapped her gently on the face and said "you will learn" she sighed before saying "do you really want to start this again?" I nodded before punching her and running behind betty "oh you're dead topaz" she said smirking and I shallowed hard not realising what I got myself into....again. I ran quickly avoiding peaches at every cost but we where both laughing very hard "they are such children" I heard Cheryl say as I hid behind her  I looked at Cheryl for a second and then she looked back and I froze she really is gorgeous. My thoughts where interrupted when I fell to the floor Peaches straddling me and pinning my arms above my head "I win" she said laughing,I pouted and said "not fair I got distracted" she looked at Cheryl then back at me with a angry look. Peaches is very protective/possessive over me not in a bad way she just loves to remind me am hers but we are just friends......with benefits, I know,I know that's bad we could catch feelings or whatever but it's different her,peaches flirts with lots off people and I help her get ready for dates. She says she would help me if I liked someone but am not allowed to be in a relationship until am 17 and if it is a girl I have to wait until am 21 yeah I know that's bad but I understand why people will judge me and start to hate me if I ever came out any time soon. I guess p isn't used to me maybe having feelings for someone else. We heard someone clear there throat so we both looked to see everyone circling us with unapproved looks in there faces "calm down snake we are just messing" p said standing up then helping me I grabbed her shirt in my fist and pulled her into me "watch it poison am a snake too" a smirk grew on her face as she leaned to my ear "what are you going to do?" She whispered very lowly in my ear I let her go and she walked to the bus I shook my head smiling until Cheryl walked past me her hand brushing against mine my heart jumped. Cheryl looked sad and I hated it and for some reason it's like when Cheryl is close I don't see anyone else the way I see Cheryl not even peaches, Cheryl is special and I need to give her  a chance...or should I?

Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait. I hope you are enjoying this story comment what you think Toni should do: stop the friends with benefits and just be friends with peaches, giving Cheryl a chance or should she wait and have fun with peaches first?