Did I just lose you? (A Rydellington fanfic)

New Year

Rydel's POV

It's missing exactly 4 days to the New Year.This year has been so different for me! First,R5 become what we always dreamed then my relationship with Ell that is only getting stronger.Talking about Ell,I miss him so much! He came to visit my family a couple days before Christmas and I went to spend some time with his but now,he's in LA and I'm here in Denver.I love spending time with my family like the old times but I also miss Ellington.

We are currently watching the dudes play hockey.I love watching them play hockey but I also get worried like how these dudes handle this! It's a lot of violence going on.

'Delly,I want chocolate' Bauer says.Bauer is my 4 years old cousin.I completely love Bauer.

'Sure,babe.Let's go get you some chocolate' I say picking him up.I must look like a Mom with a kid hugging me 24/7 but I don't care.My mother always said I had the maternity side and in a far future,I wanna be a mom.

'Mom,I'll get him some chocolate on Starbucks...Do you want some?' I ask to my Mom who was watching the game/taking photos.

'No,babe,thanks' she says smiling her famous gently smile.

'I will go with you,Del' Lori,my cousin says.

We walk to the Starbucks that is just in front of where the dudes are playing.We order and sit down so Bauer can enjoy their chocolates.

'So,Del...Have you spoke to Ell today?' Lori asks

'Uhh,he sent me a message this morning.' I say.I normally talk to Ell at night.

'You look happier.' She comments

'I am.' I say smiling.I pick the phone and start recording Bauer.He is so cute!

'I soooo happyyy!' He says in his cutie way.The video got so cute that I post on Instagram.

"@rydelr5 - I soooo happyyy! 💚💚 I love Bauer! "

'C'mon,buddies.Let's watch the rest of the game' I say.We go back to where my mom was.After Lori mentioning Ellington,I get the bad feeling for the rest of the day.I don't know why.It's just like something bad happened.

After dinner,I go to my room and pick my iPad to FaceTime Ell.I just gotta see that he's ok so this bad feeling can go away.It rings a couple of times.I look at the watch.It's midnight here so it must be 10pm there.He finally answers.He flashes me that big smile.I can see he's in his house.

'Heyyy,sunshine!' He says

'Heyy,honey! How are you?' I ask

'I am fine.' He says in his Ellington way.

'Liar! Rydel,he's not fine!' Olivia,his cousin yells in the background.

'Ellington?' I say raising my eyebrows

'She is the one lying,babe' he says defending himself.Then Olivia sits in the couch next to him turning the camera to her.

'He has been coughing the whole Christmas and won't go to the doctor! Nobody can convince him to! Not even Aunt Cheryl.' Olivia says.

'Again the cough?' I ask worried

'Again!' Cheryl says showing up in the background.I don't know what's up with this Ellington cough but if continues like that it'll only get worst and he won't be able to go to tour or even to our New Years Eve concert.

'And he won't go to see a doctor' Anne says showing up in the back

'Can everyone stop making a bad image of me to my girlfriend?' Ellington says