Did I just lose you? (A Rydellington fanfic)

Me & You

~Ellington~

I clearly don't deserve Rydel.We arrived in Wisconsin 5am yesterday and we haven't slept in 24 hours.Well,I slept a bit but Rydel is always there with me.

Meema is not getting any good.I am really worried.I can't lose her.

'Hey,honey...Let's get something to eat' Rydel says picking my hands and pushing me to get up.I get up and she smiles in reassurance.She puts her arms around my shoulder and we walk to the hospital cafeteria.

'I don't feel any hungry.' I say in a whisper.

'You gotta eat,Ellington!' She says confident.We pick some donuts and coffee.I am really not in the mood to eat but I need to or else Rydel will throw the food down my throat.

'Your mom said we could go get some sleep tonight in your Meemas place...She went now with your father and we will go when she comes back.' Rydel says.She is not asking for my opinion.She is clearly just informing me what to do.I like bossy Rydel.It's kind sexy and I really am not in a state of mind to make any decision.

'Okay' I say trying to eat the donut.It is not that awful considering that hospitals food are awful.

'I can make something tonight so you can eat properly' she says picking my hand.

'If you want to,you can go home' I say.I clearly don't deserve her to be here after what I did letting my jealous self speak higher.I trust in Rydel.It's just that sometimes I am away too afraid that I'll lose her.

'Hey,I'm staying with you...Everything is gonna be alright.' She says smiling.I nod and look down at the donut.She puts her hand in my chin lifting it up making me look at her.

'I love you,ok? We can make things right later...The important part is that I'll never leave your side,ever.' She says and I smile.I lend in and give her a quick kiss.Rydel is absolutely one of a kind.

/Hours later/

I feel like the hours don't pass when you are in a damn hospital waiting for a good news.It is 8pm and my parents are back from Meemas place along with Erick that came from London yesterday.

'Here,Del...Just remember to feed Buddy because I completely forgot.' my mom says giving Rydel the keys to the house and the car.

'Okay...We will be back in the morning.' Rydel says

'No need...We can stay here until after lunch.' Dad says.

'I don't want you guys getting sick too.' I say

'Seriously,Ellington? Obey me...Sleep and rest.' My mom says.I know she is using her power as a mom to take me out of here as long as possible.She knows I hate hospitals.

'We call in the morning and solve that out...Anything call us.' Rydel says pushing me out of the private waiting room we have been in the last two days.We hug my parents and Erick and leave to the Meemas house.Peepa is by her side 24/7 and no one makes him leave that place.I don't judge him.I would totally be the same.

I drive to Meemas house since Rydel doesn't know the way.We get there pretty quick since the hospital is technically close.We open the door and Buddy runs to us barking.Buddy is an unusual dog.He barks when he doesn't need and stay quiet when he needs to bark.

'Hey,Buddy' Rydel says rubbing him.This dog loves Rydel so much it's unfair.It's my dog and he loves my girlfriend more than he loves me! I'm overreacting,I know but I am trying to think everything else than my Meema which is almost impossible because everything in this house makes me remember her.

'I will feed Buddy...why don't you take a shower?' Rydel says picking Buddy up.

'Do you mind if I wait for you?' I ask.She smiles and gives me a quick kiss.