Stripes can be Tamed

chapter 20: Proper love

A/N-- hey guys I'm back with another chapter of your favorite couple klaine! If I upload late sorry. I'm currently in the process of moving to a different town and it's a lot of work. I hope you guys enjoy.

     
Blaine

        I was dead silent after kurt was finished. The story was entirely fucked up from beginning to end. The look on Kurt's face is what hurt me the most. Just by the way he told the story I can tell it bothers him. Whenever kurt and I talked about him losing his virginity he always said how he wanted to be special.

      Rose petals everywhere,  nice music,  dim light,  and being with the one you love. Of course like the peice of shit I am cheated on him and completely broke his heart,  trust, and  his outlook on what love is . Proper love at that.

"Blaine? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Kurt asked concern.

I hadn't realized that I was crying until I touched my face and seen the wetness from my tears.

"Because I'm a piece of shit who doesn't deserve you! I fucked up. I fucked up your love life so badly." I yelled out of breath.

"Its not your fault Blaine. Your not the only guy who's cheated on me Blaine. My last two relationships after you didn't work out either. That's why when I got with cody I knew the type of guy he was and let him get a hall pass. It's not a big deal."

I was taken aback by how nonchalant he was with his responses. This was definitely not the kurt I remembered.

"Kurt it is a big deal. It's such a big deal. I started all of your shitty relationships and fucked up how you saw what love actually is. I owe you my life and more." I said hoarsely.

"Really it's fine. So speaking of hall passes , when do you want to have them?"

I had a serious look of confusion on my face."what do you mean?"

"Well Cody had Tuesday's and Thursday's to fuck around with other people so the rest of the week he would be good on not straying away."

"Are you serious right now?" Why would kurt even think about that.

"Why would I not be serious? Blaine let's be real in order for this relationship to work between me and you again this time you'll need your freedom at some point and you'll want to have sex with other men and women. So this time I'm doing it right.  So what days do you want?" The sad part was that kurt was actually serious.

"I don't want to be with other people kurt! I want to be with you. Nobody else just you! Younger me would've loved this idea and would've definitely said yes to it. The mature me who wants to spend the rest of his life with the man he loves doesn't. "

"So do Monday's and Friday's work for you?" Kurt looked down not looking up at me at all. He was looking everywhere but me.

"Why are you doing this kurt?" I was now crying.  I couldn't hold the tears back any longer. Once I finally become serious about him and this relationship it seems like it's too late.

"I'm doing this for us! I don't believe you fully changed and love me like you think you do. I'm doing this so it won't hurt like catching you with a whore on top of your face and another whore riding you into a mattress anymore!" It was Kurt's turn to cry. I haven't seen this heartbroken expression on his face since he caught me cheating that night.

"Kurt I-"

"Shut up! I don't want to hear you love me because I know the type of guy you are now. So Excuse me for trying to prepare for a future heartache again! I've been trying to keep my cool, but you won't let that fucking happen! I'm trying to give you exactly what you want so that you'll still come back to me in a way. Like you said before I pressured you before to act a certain way. This time I'm going to let you be yourself and let you have your cake and eat it too dammit!"