Loving my bsf// chase Hudson

Chapter 36

You and drayke just sat there in silence.
Y/n: thank you you dramatic little bitch.
Drayke: me!?! You should know better!!!
Y/n: what are we even doing right now? You should be enjoying your time here with your friends.
Drayke: y/n I wanna spend my time with you but look at what it's doing to us. I should have just stayed home. We wouldn't have gotten into this fight...
Y/n: so do you regret it?
Drayke: no... I just can't watch you tear yourself down over me.
Y/n: that's what I do drayke. If I didn't love you as much as I did do you think we would be here right now?
Drayke: I just... I don't want you to keep doing this to yourself. Two fights in a day y/n! What are we going to do after this just try and act like it's all fine again?
Y/n: I don't know...
drayke: I don't want to have you be in a relationship where all we ever do is fight.
Y/n: that was just today because of what happened drayke. Every other day we were more than ok. I just want things to be that way one more time...
You put your head in your hands and looked down as the tears fell from your face.
Drayke: come here...
He sat next to you and hugged you.
Y/n: I'm sorry I let this happen. I should have never brought anything up. I shouldn't have agreed to the coffee-
Drayke: y/n it's not your fault. I'm the one who got upset over nothing...
You heard the chair fall and you guys ran to the door. You opened it just as Cody was picking up the chair.
Cody: No go back in there!
Y/n: no we are leaving Cody!
You hugged him and kissed his cheek. You grabbed draykes hand and you guys walked down the steps. Cody just looked at you guys in shock until you shut the door. You drove back to your house and went up to your room.
Drayke: do you still want me to get a hotel or something? I can go get my stuff together now...
He sat on the couch and looked at you.
Y/n: just stay hereeee...
You walked over and cuddled up into his chest. You guys layed across the couch.
Drayke: ok.
He smiled and so did you. He fell asleep but not before he intertwined your guys fingers. You kissed his cheek and fell asleep.
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You woke up around 11 pm and drayke was still asleep. You crawled out of his arms and sat at the kitchen table. He began to say these weird things and you listened.
Drayke: no y/n please don't leave! I love you so much please!
There was a few seconds of silence and he spoke again.
Drayke: please one more chance I know we had an argument but you said everybody has them. You are my everything please!!!
*20 seconds later
Drayke: chase are you dumb!? Not only did I loose one of my best friends today I also lost my world! SHE WAS SO AMAZING AND I FUCKED EVERYTHING UP!!!
He started to say more but you couldn't listen. You ran over to him and woke him up.
Y/n: DRAYKE!!!!
He woke up and looked at you.
Y/n: what was that? Are you ok?
Drayke: you heard that?
Y/n: yes... is it actually true? Do you mean what you said?
Drayke: y-yes...
He looked down and you hugged him.
Y/n: I don't want you to have to keep that stuff from me...
Drayke: i just don't wanna put that pressure on you.
Y/n: it's not pressure dray it's feelings...
Drayke: embarrassing feelings.
He laughed and you looked at him.
Y/n: drayke...
Drayke: hmm?
You kissed him and he kissed back. You pulled away and looked down.
Drayke: don't beat yourself up it's feelings right?
You smiled and he hugged you. You guys went upstairs and layed down. He wrapped his arms around your waist and you wrapped your around his neck. You guys fell asleep again a little after.
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A few hours later he woke you up because somebody was knocking on your bedroom door.
Y/n: who do you think it is?
You opened the door and saw chase. He hugged you for a long time until he spoke.
Chase: I'm sorry... I shouldn't have just lashed out on either of you. If you guys wanna date each other that's your choice and it's none of my business.
You looked at drayke and back at chase.
Chase: what?
Y/n: nothing never mind...
Chase: do you remember the bridge?
Y/n: FUCK YEAH!!
Drayke: the what?
Chase: We used to use it to sneak into each other's houses at night.
Y/n: go over and open your window!
He ran downstairs and you pulled two big thick slabs out wood out.
Chase: THE BASE IS IN PLACE!!!
Drayke walked over and helped you put the boards on top. You got on the board and walked across to chases.
Chase: HAHA!!! YES!!!
Drayke: ok what the fuck how long have y'all been using this?
Chase: like ten years.
Drayke: y'all must be some light ass mother fuckers.
You guys started laughing and drayke came over too.
Drayke