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Part 44 - Ignored

Raehee POV

You can't love anyone...."

Those words kept ringing in my head.

"What's that supposed to mean.." I asked.

"Look I know you have some sort of personality disorder. You fear love. You can't love me. You'll just hurt yourself because of it. You'll hurt more because me. I don't want to take a risk for something you want. You shouldn't be loving me."

"You can't change someone's feelings. You can expect your feeling for me to change either. The same way my feelings won't change for you."

"Well then change them. I don't want to be near you if your going to be like this; just go..."

I was left stunned at his choice of words. Does he even care? I turned and walked out through the exit door. How'd he even know about my fear.

I went home trying my best not to cry. I mean, yes I was upset but to be honest it's for the best. Maybe he's right; I shouldn't love anyone.

Tuesday

I woke up the next morning feeling a bit better from yesterday. I freshened myself up and changed into my uniform as I went down to the kitchen for breakfast.

I saw Eomma and appa at the table and they both looked up at me.

"Raehee, your father wants to say something."

"What...?"

"Look the money you made or whatever, I'm not using it. I've found a job that can pay for it by the end of this month.You can take it back." He said as he returned the envelope. I didn't want him to have to work but I can't really argue with him.

I took it the envelope without exchanging a word and put it into my school bag. Eomma made toast to which I finished in a matter of time.

"Bye. See you later." I said. They both waved as I left the door of the house.

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At school I met up with Jimin and we talked about a few movies that were being released.

"I definitely want to watch that one." I said

"I heard it's not as good as the original" Jimin replied.

I was waiting for Eunah but I couldn't see her anywhere.

"Where's Eunah? Is she sick today?" I questioned as I looked around the school.

"Umm I'm not sure. I'm sure she's in." He shrugged as we walked to our home room. Our attendance was marked and we had a few minutes to speak.

"Your performances were great by the way. Sorry I had to leave before saying that." I said wishing I had said it earlier.

"Don't worry. I'm glad you liked it. What was your favourite song?" I mean I can just be honest about it but thinking about that song makes me cry in both happiness and sadness.

"Umm. Personally I liked 'Hold me tight,' I really liked the lyrics."

"Oh. I see." He said looking away from me.

"Huh?" I say in response.

"Nevermind."

I looked over behind me to see Taehyung wearing earphones as he looked out of the windows.