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Junkyu

How can I talk to him?

I want to talk to him, but it feels so awkward whenever I saw him. I don't know how to approach him either. In the past days, even when the school started, both him and I never communicate. So, whenever the guys planned for a hang-out, I only came with them once because I can't stand facing Mashiho.

I don't know how to say sorry. I mean, not that I don't know, I'm not just confident to.

"So, the two of you haven't talk yet?" Yedam asked out of the blue. The guys are out, only the two of us and the rest of our classmates are in the room.

"Meolla," I shrugged my shoulders and started to drink this chocolate thing.

"You talk to him. He's also embarrass to approach you." 

"Stop lying. Every time our eyes met, he always looks away. He also looks irritated by my presence.

That's what I notice.

"Talk to him. Haruto and Jeongwoo started talking days ago because they decided to talk."

Well, its true. Its been a week since we started to attend school. And a week me and Mashiho didn't talk. In that week, I notice Ruto and Jeongwoo doesn't communicate like how they does before, but three days ago, they started treating each other like before.

And many things happened in those week, we also started to teach Haruto and Keita korean, and they did the same too. In Mashiho's case, I don't know, I think the boys taught him too.

I shrugged of my shoulder again. Yedam leaned on the window while both of his hands are on the pocket of his pants, while I'm still on my seat drinking this drink I saw Mashiho drank yesterday.

"Why do you think they haven't talk in those past few days?" He asked. Maybe to have something to talk about?

"Jealous?" He just nodded on my answer.

In those past days, both of them are like a fool. Haruto is hanging out with Asahi, while Jeongwoo started to hang-out and communicate with his classmate that visited here, name Junghwan. But two days ago, Junghwan flew back to Korea.

I pouted when I saw Mashiho with his classmates when they passed by our room. I secretly rolled my eyes at Yedam when he chuckled. 

"Try to go outside, Mashiho is always staying outside the house." He shook his head before he sat on his seat in front of me, together as the bell rang.

In the whole class, the words Yedam spoke still lingers on my mind.

I always stay inside the house, playing online games, doing some assignments, trying some arts and editing my videos. And not even once, except in going to school I went out. I can't face Mashiho... I'm shy.

Mashiho

Whenever I saw Junkyu, I can't face him! I'm shy!

I know I look rude the last time I interact with him. But he's annoying that time! If you want me to be honest.

At first, I feel him just teasing me, but later on, I felt insulted. But it doesn't mean I don't want him to be a friend.

But he never says sorry! He's at fault, he should be the one who apologize. And in a week, he never did it.