I'm sorry for breaking our promise.
And I know that doesn't seem sincere because I am not saying it to your face.
These last two letters are especially for you because I care for you deeply. I know you will be the one to find these letters, I made sure of it.
You're probably upset I never told you how I felt or what I did. You probably feel as though I betrayed you.
The reason I kept my darkness away from you is because I didn't want to weaken your light. I didn't want you to worry about me, I didn't want anyone to worry about me.
But you especially.
Because to me you're special and throughout our time together as friends I've realized maybe what love could have been.
You were the most beautiful person in the world to me.
Please remember that I will always be with you as a shining star in the midnight sky.
love,
bndwpvrw

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Alleyways | Stray Kids
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