Feelings

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I knock on the door calling for John to answer as I ball my eyes out. I can't believe what I had just gone through. I felt like a lost puppy, abandoned and alone. He made me feel so gross and disgusting,I could have never imagined that from him. The moment gets replayed into my mind multiple times. My minds in a million places and I'm unsure of what to do with myself, but I NEED his company..

"Bella?" he opens the door and notices my red and puffy eyes. He frowns at me and moves towards me slowly.

"Mia Bella what's wrong?" he consoled, coming up to wipe my tears with his thumbs. His touch makes me shiver, it feels so natural. I know I had feelings for Jace but now I know who I truly have affection towards. His dreamy blue green eyes stared into me while he caresses my cheek. I know John wasn't the nicest to me when I started school here but he grew on me. He's become a good friend of mine and by the way he's acting now I'm hoping we can become more than that.

"Can I please come inside?" I beg.

"Of course," I walk in as he shuts the door and locks it. He comes behind me to grab my bag and set it on the wooden floor. He takes a seat on the luxurious couch and pats for me to sit.

"Now, Mia Bella, what happened?"

"Well-" I tell him everything. How he dragged me into the locker  room and started kissing me and how I didn't kiss back and how afraid I was. I told him how I got away and told security. I started crying even more than before.His eyes went from soft to piercing as I mentioned who did this to me.

"I will kill him if I need to. He has no right to touch you like that. You have done nothing wrong to him and he's just gonna use you!" He yells as he gets up and starts pacing. I shouldn't have told him. I knew he would be mad at Jace for raping someone. I feel a shred of relief with his reaction, because I know that he at least cares for me as a friend.

"Please calm down John," I beg as I turn his head to face me. His face is red, he's fuming with anger. I grab his hand with my other and and squeeze it.

"I need you to calm down, please."

"I can't believe he tried to do something like that to you.. you're so special you don't deserve that.." oh...

"I...uh" i stutter.

" Um I really need to tell you something, Mia Bella.." he starts. I fill with immediate fear. What is he gonna say? How bad will it be? What if he knew about Jaces plan tonight?

"I.. I really like you, Bella. I know you don't feel the same way about me bu-" I cut him off by placing my lips onto his