Feelings

Comforting

After watching "Forrest Gump" with John i'm so much happier than before. His arm is around my shoulder and my head is in his bare, chest. His abs are to die for and I wish to glide my fingers over them. I feel so comfortable and safe with him, like nothing could ever happen to me when i'm around him.

His laugh when something funny happens during me film makes my heart flourish. He's just gorgeous. We had a small argument over what to watch after, but it ended in his lips against mine. He rests his hands on my hips as I rub his head of hair and wrap my other hand behind his neck. He lets out a small moan making me feel like we're the only people left on earth. I hear a jiggle at the front door and pull away.

"I should go get that Mia Bella," he winks and heads towards the front door. Nadine runs in looking for me. She looks panicked and her beanie is in her right hand.

"Oh Bella! Thank god you're okay!" she exclaims, jumping on me and hugging me very hard. I chuckle a little at the thin body hugging me so tight, but then remember what happened... the forceful kisses that didn't feel real, the way he was holding me was so uncomfortable, and he way he was looking at me as if I was someone's toy... I feel my eyes water and Nadine grabs a tissue box from the counter.

"Don't cry it'll all be okay," she comforted, giving me a reassuring smile. Johnny walks up from behind her and hugs me tight, and I feel my body heat rise. He lets go and looks into my eyes. Gosh, he's gorgeous.

"I'm trying to push the thoughts out of my head," I explain. I think about how my dad will react but I try not to worry about him right now. I know he'll be upset but I don't want to ruin his work day.They both frown at me and listen to me explain how i'm feeling. I'm scared of Jace and telling my Dad, and I'm afraid the police won't believe him. They both assure me everything will workout, and I try to believe them.

"Thanks for letting me stay, guys," I announce.

"Of course, you're always welcome, Bella" Nadine reassured as John grabbed my bag from the ground. He puts it around his shoulder and heads for the guest room.

"So... what did I miss?"

"Nadine...."