The past two weeks have went by fast since I've been home on bed rest resting. I've been staying at Peter's house since, which has consist of me sleeping and eating and cleaning.
At times it feels like Peter and I have becoming distant, maybe because he's been working at the office and I haven't. Who knows right?
Thinking about going home scares me since I haven't been there since the shooting and going back is just going to be a lot for me.
I stood in front of my house with my suitcase in my hand. I shifted back and forth nervously on my feet. I was thinking all about the what if's and all that.
I felt a hand being placed on my shoulder. I jumped softly, I could feel my heart racing, my heart was racing back to the night to when I was being held at gun point.
"You've been standing here for the past 25 mins Detective." I heard Mike's voice said. My heart raced slowed down as I knew I was safe.
"Hm?" I said softly. I wasn't listening to any noises, my only focus was on my home. "Have I really? I guess I lost time."
"Scared to go in?" I nodded my head, as I turned around and faced him. "Don't be." I saw a smile appear on his face. "We will go in together okay?"
Mike placed both of his hands on both of my shoulders. I took my eyes to look up to his face. "The shooting-the fighting-the-the abuse-" My voice cracked causing me to stumble on my words.
"Sh sh." He cupped my cheeks like he always use to do. "I promise you that everything is going to be okay, and then if you have a panic attack then I'm here for you and we will deal with it."
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Flash back
I walked back and forth in my bedroom. From the door to my bed and back, over and over again. Stress is the only thing that ran through my body.
"What if I failed?!" I threw my hands in the air in annoyance. I couldn't have failed this police test I mean I just couldn't I've been waiting for this moment my whole life.
"Katelyn," Mike said as he was sitting on my bed. "You did fine, I know you did we have been studying for this test like forever and you and I we are only 17 if we failed we can come back to the test and take it then because we are allowed on the force at 21."
"My father doesn't even know I took it," I sighed as i wanted to throw everything that was next to me. "He's going to murder it, my grandfather is the pc I'm screwed."
"But you wanted this forever and it's all that you'd talk about, you worked hard and it's finally going to pay off. So what if he doesn't want you to become a police officer this is what you want and that should only matter to you."
I said next to Mike on the bed. Everything was going so wrong in my life and it was at the point to where could it get any worse then it already is?
I went behind my fathers and mothers back when I knew that they didn't want me taking the police test and here I did it anyways.
I took a deep breath in and out, as I laid my head on Mikes lap and looked up at him. "Your fine I got you I promise." He said as he was playing with my hair.
I smiled as I closed my eyes but staying awake. When he always played with my hair I would instantly fall asleep and know that I didn't have to worry about anything at all.
"You are beautiful, amazing, funny, kind, strong, you have an amazing heart, you see the good in people even when they messed up. You have a good heart Katelyn let's keep it like that baby girl."
I smiled, Mike has always brought out the good side of me no matter what and I'm greatful to have a best friend like him.
If I knew that love was then I'd know that I was falling for Mike Dodd's my best friend since I was a little kid.
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You Found Me (Blue Blood Fanfic)(Completed)
FanfictionKatelyn Reagan. Yep that's me. You heard that right. I'm the daughter of Frank Reagan the Police Commissioner of New York City. I'm the younger sister or Danny and Erin Reagan but older sister to Joe and Jamie Reagan. Our mother passed away in mid 2...