Chapter 27: The Letter

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by Miri_ChanXX

by Miri_ChanXX

Y/N's POV

It is a good Saturday today, I walked and spend time with myself at the park while eating an ice cream, I sat on the bench for a while

I calm myself down from all of these...I think you know what I'm talking about.

I saw Xinlong!? Walking towards me

Xinlong: oh, gladly, I found you here.

Y/N: *sits straightly* Why? What do you want?

Xinlong: I'm sorry, Y/N. Well, the truth is I'm not here just to say sorry, I want give you...this.

When he said the word 'this' he then sticks his hand our with a letter on his hand.

Y/N: What is that?

Xinlong: It's a letter, obviously. Written by Mingrui, he told me if you ever find out that he was your heart donor, I need to give you this letter he wrote for you.

Curiosity hits me.

I slowly get the letter.

Xinlong: Prefer reading it when you got home.

Y/N: Alright, thanks.

I stood up and was about to walk away but Xinlong grabbed my wrist

Xinlong: Are you still mad at me?

Y/N: A little bit, but if you give me personal space I think my hatred for you will slowly fade away...

I swayed my hand which made his hand let go of my wrist, I then walked away leaving him behind. I'm still mad at my parents, but no matter what I do...I still love them...I still love them no matter what happens!

Mom and Dad was always nice and sweet to me, although, they are strict to me sometimes I mean always haha

I love my parents so much...

They just did that for me to live longer, and that is making me cry, but there's a Side of me that hates mom and dad so much, because it's their fault why Mingrui died.

Sigh... Haish! Things are getting more complicated when I always think about it

I went home, I opened the door of our house and didn't see my parents, i'm guessing that they're sleeping

I sat on the sofa and turned on the TV for a noisy background, it's quite scary and boring if there is no noisy background.

I started to read the letter

I'm sorry for doing this Y/N... If you're mad at me, please don't, I just gave my heart to you so you can survive, so you can spend more years with your loved ones, so you can do the things that you want to do when you grow up, so you can be happy, so you can play at the snow, so you can travel to Korea and see your kpop idols, so you will have such a life! I want to make you happy...that is love. You didn't know? I loved you. I don't like romantic things and cringy things. But to be honest, I loved you. So please don't get mad at me. Don't time leap back to the day I was still alive, please... don't. Just...move on and be happy, you can move on from what happened...

But please don't forget about me.

By, Gou Mingrui :)

A tear went out from my eye and I quickly wipe it away

Idiot, you want me to live more longer and have such a life? How about yourself!? How about your family!?

That's the kind of person he is. He don't thinks about his self, he'll think about his loved ones first