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You should know it's not he first time I'm writing such a text where I can speak free for myself and get lost of these words I couldn't tell you.The last weeks I often randomly start writing a short text in which I try to tell you my feelings or to hide somewhere my feelings.You know it's something completely new for me running after you.I mean whoever of my friends are there for me no one can replace you.Now it's been one month ago since we broke up with contact and I already miss you so much that I can't describe my feelings to you.It affects me very much because I have to think everyday if you for example what are you doing or if you do better now without me.I feel like you don't need me in your life anymore.But even if it's okay.Its your decission and if you do better like this I'll be happy for you.Im just worrying because it's hard to live without answer.
Everyday I think about you and if you still want to be my Friend tho.I'm very afraid of hoping the whole month while you already live good.Ots just I can't relax knowing that you don't want me anymore and broke up contact.
You were something special to me and you still are. I love you and I really care I just needed more time to figure it out.I know that's not any good reason and you have the full right to hate me but please just read this text.Im sorry for all what I did and I try my best to get a better human.For the people around me and myself.Im so sorry and I said it so often that I couldn't count it anymore. But if you want me to say it more often I'll do.I regret how I sometimes treated you.
You're my best friend...
...and I love u.
After all we've gone through you're the imoranst person to me.Like you told me in your religion class the asked you what's the imoranst thing to you and you thought of me.Now I've got this question to by one of my friends.
I answered : " it's a person that is perfect, but I lost her and it's my own fault."
I'd accept if you don't want to be my friend anymore. It's alright . You don't deserve such bad things that happened to you.
I made you to a bad person. I'm the reason why you end up doing this bullshit.I'm so sorry for everything I've done.I can't the describe how much you're worth to me.
If it goes after me I already would break up the fucking stop and be fringes with but it isn't that easy .Also I don't care how much people hate you or always talk behind your back because I'm still on your side.I can't listen to them anymore, no matter how often they tell me that I should leave you behind me and forget you.
I didn't appreciate you enough but you're gone now and I regret everything.I promise I'll live you.
You keep appearing in my mind and all I can do is to image how the time will be after the two months past nevertheless I'm not sure if you still want to stay.
this is a book full of our memories we spend together and I barely can think of something else than just hug you so strong that nothing can us ever separate again .
'Cause with every fight & every new tear our friendship gets deeper than before 🌹
