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I'm actually hurt because I can't do this without you .No one can ever replace you and I feel so worthless without you being around me.It's just like you were my crown which made me feel like a queen.Now right you I'm nothing.I lost the crown ...I lost you and now my kingdom is going to destroy itself.
Every memory I make without you I try to catch it and do a picture of the moment so later I can show you and you miss nothing o the three months we've been separate.
You know this book kinda really helps me for example get off of my feelings or tell you how much u miss you.I know that it sounds stupid but it helps me.I reckon that I just really need somebody to tell because without you it's like I can't tell my truth feelings to anybody.
I feel so lonely even if I'm not.I feel so guilty and I am.I feel so sorry but I shouldn't because it's just ridiculous.I mean look at me.I have no hobbys and cry like a baby in a whole book.I'm so dumb but I'm still doing this? Funny, huh ?
Well if it helps you you can just read this and see how much i suffer because you deserve this.It's fair because now I think I suffer the same as much as you did back than.Im sorry really.
I need you so much and it didn't even passed one month.Those people aren't you and they make me sick.
I'm a bad person ...
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D A Y 2
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I love you & I'm sorry
DU LIEST GERADE
the real feeling of missing somebody
Genç KurguOur last memories, what we had was special.