~ mike's pov~
I had woken up the next day and I saw Tony sleeping beside me. I smiled down at him. He's so adorable. And he's mine. I woke him up.
"What time is it?" He asked. I looked at my phone.
"5 in the morning. We should get ready for school." I said. He nodded
"5 more minutes." He said.
"No, let's get ready." I said. He sighed but nodded. We got up and walked inside. Vic was making breakfast.
"You two finally woke up." He said. I laughed.
"Yeah. Well we're gonna get ready." I said. We walked upstairs.
~ Tonys pov~
I took a shower and got dressed. I walked into my room and sighed. I sat on my bed and saw a text from Ronnie.
Ronnie: hey how are you?
Tony: hey, I'm good. Hey listen can we talk later? I've got loads on my mind.
Ronnie: alright.
I locked my phone and looked in the mirror. I wanted to punch the mirror. I got up and shut the door locking it. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor. My sobriety is about to end. I slid the metal across my skin. I watched the blood ooze. I kept cutting. Tears were falling from my eyes while the blade went across my skin. I stopped when I heard a knock. I rinsed my wrists off and put my hoodie on. I walked into my room and opened the door. I saw Mike.
"Hey are you ready for school?" He asked.
"Uh yeah. Let me get my bag and phone." I said. He nodded. I grabbed my bag, phone and my hat. I put it on and walked with him out. We went downstairs and saw everyone in the kitchen eating. Mike started walking in. I stayed behind. Mike realized I wasn't following and came back over.
"You okay?" He asked. I nodded. He kissed my cheek and walked in. I followed in and leaned against the island. The guys were eating. Vic went to serve me.
"No thanks, I'm fine." I said. He sighed and nodded. Kellin looked at me and pushed a plate of food towards me.
"Eat." He mouthed. I sighed and pushed the plate to him.
"I'm not hungry." I said and walked into the living room. I sat on the floor and pulled my legs to my chest. Kellin sat beside me.
"What's going on?" He asked.
"Nothing." I said.
"Tony, I think I can tell a liar when I see one." He said. I sighed.
"It's just- it's just that no one really cared for me till I moved here and met you guys. My mom disowned me because I'm gay, my dad left when I was just a little kid, I'm an only child. No one cares for me. Just you and the guys in the kitchen. I just wished things were different. I've been bullied since I was young. I never had friends. I've always been a loner. I've been clean from cutting for so long. I-I'm not as strong a-as everyone thinks." I said my voice breaking. "I don't understand why people think it's okay. I-I can't handle being lied too. All my mom ever did was lie to me. My dad? He cared, but eventually gave up. He became a drunk and beat me. The beatings start at the age of 10. And when he left, it just continued. Not from him, no. But from kids at school." I said. "I wish that things could be different. I've wished for so long. I've wanted all my life to be happy, and now that I'm here with them, you guys. I got that happiness. It's just hard to accept since I haven't had it in so long." I said the tears falling from my face and my voice shaky.
"What did you do earlier?" He asked wrapping an arm around me. I wiped my tears away. I slid my sleeves up a little. He gasped. I slid my sleeves down.
"I can't fall to easy though, I'll be hurt. And that will come to be worse." I said.
"Mike isn't going to hurt you. And neither are those boys in there." He said. "I sure as hell won't. Listen to me, Tony. We love you kid. But someone really cares about you. And I'm the only one who heard this. You are gonna have to tell Mike." He said.
"I can't, not just yet." I said.
"If you can trust me. You can trust him. I promise you." He said. I hugged him. He hugged back.
"Thank you." I said.
"You're welcome." He said. I pulled away. "Come on, we're gonna be late for school." He said. I nodded and got up. I grabbed my bag and saw Mike.
"H-how long were you standing there?" I asked.
"I just came downstairs. Are you okay?" He asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." I said. "Let's go." I said. He nodded. We all left. I got in the passenger side and buckled up.
"What were you and Kellin talking about?" He said.
"Oh nothing big." I said. He nodded and continued driving. Once we got to school I got out and sighed. I saw Kellin. "Thank you." I mouthed. He smiled and nodded. I grabbed Mike's hand and we walked inside. Ronnie looked at me and smiled. I nodded at him. We got to Mike's locker. I leaned against the locker and sighed.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked.
"Yeah i am." I said. He smiled.
"Well I have somewhere to go after school. So Vic and Kellin are gonna bring you home." He said. I nodded. The bell rang. "Let's get to class." He said.
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It was after school and Mike had left. I was leaning against Vic's car waiting for them. They finally got to the car.
"Where's Mike?" Kellin asked.
"He told me he had somewhere to go and that you guys are gonna take me home." I said. He nodded. We got in and Vic drove off.
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So Tony opened up to Kellin. How is that making you guys feel? Lol i love you guys.
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