Bye-bye Baby Blue,
I wish you could see the wicked truth,
But I settled for a ghost I never knew.
///in which phil is a drug addicted rock star while dan is his aspiring stylist///
"Ah! Phil, be careful," Dan hissed, "haven't done this in a while." "Yeah, yeah, shut up."
I grabbed onto his hips and forced myself deep inside him. I grabbed a fistful of his hair and shoved his face into the duvet. Dan let out content moans as I fucked him senseless.
"Phil, ah, I'm gonna–" "No you're not," I grunted. "Oh, please daddy," he whined. "Not until I do, baby boy." I dragged his head up and pulled him into a heated kiss. "Well hurry up!" "I could just stop fucking you altogether. Would you want that, baby?"
He feverishly shook his head no before going back to leaning on his forearms. After a few more minutes, I came deep inside him—he didn't hesitate to follow suit. I pushed him off and leaned against my headboard, lighting a cigarette on the way. Dan grabbed one from my pack, had me light it, and cuddled up beside me.
"Phil," Dan whispered. "Hm?" "How come you always have me face away during sex?" "Stupid boy," I chuckled. "What?" "How have you still not caught on?" "Caught on to what?" "I'm fucking using you." "No, but you said you loved me. You-You asked me to move in with you..." "You're a publicity stunt, darling." I grabbed onto his face and cocked my head to the side. "I'm still not a fag, that's one thing that will never change. My girlfriend is dead and I just need a new little toy with me." "What are you saying, Phil?" "God you're dumb," I scoffed. "You're only here because I need sales. Yeah, Cyn's death drove our numbers through the roof, but that hype was short lived. For years people thought we had a secret affair–" "We did." "Not when the rumors started, though. Shut up and fucking listen to me. I'm just giving the people what they want." I teasingly kissed his chapped lips. "If you have a problem with being daddy's pet, I can go find another twink that would gladly take your place." "I just want to be loved, Phil," he sighed. "And with how I'll be taking care of you, it'll sure feel that way." "I-I don't know..." "Baby, I'll buy you anything and everything you could ever want. Any drug your little heart desires. Any drink that springs to mind. Any clothing piece you like—I can buy it right off the runway. You want a new car, or want a nice change of scenery? Daddy can buy it for you." "You know I'm sober now," he whispered. "Would I be a legal guardian to Blue?" "Of course," I grinned. "Then I'll do it," he huffed. "If I'm stuck with you, I at least want to be loved by someone in this fucking house." "Stuck is an awfully harsh term. I could cut you loose any time I want." "Sorry," he mumbled. "Come on, baby," I kissed him, "you're gonna love it."
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Trending: Phil Lester (right) of 'Phil and the Diamonds' spotted with boyfriend, Daniel Howell (left) just four months after death of long time girlfriend, Cynthia Hyde, and mother to his child, Blue Lester (not pictured).
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Couple has been spotted at local bar on a date, not hiding the fact they're together. We asked Lester about his relationship, but he refused to disclose any information. Boyfriend Howell, Lester's old stylist, was willing to share some details, but was pulled away by Lester. Is there possible abuse within the relationship? Only time will tell.
