goodbye

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I said good bye to you

the moment i first looked into your eyes

I said good bye to you

because I knew

you would too.


and even in pronouncing the letters

one by one, slowly, desperately,

I thought, as one thinks of wonders

of dreams and of fairytales in ancient times

that you might not respond

that you might keep your good bye

closed in your mouth

never saying the words i fear.


and this hope betrayed me, as it always does

for when i say good bye to you

i say good bye to hope

while still being full of it

Tell me now

is not that contradictory?


and as i kept betraying myself

you made it easy

for i said the wrong word

and thought the wrong thought

and you did what they almost do

and said good bye to me

so quietly that i never heard it

and still knew it was there.


this good bye from you

was the validation mine needed

to say good bye too

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