"It's My Fault" - Damian Wayne
The Sequel to Sleepover 💐
Whatever Jon has seen in his nightmare had came to pass. Only, this time, the heroes were ready for it. But not everyone had a victory. After the battle, Jonathan Kent was rushed to a hospita...
I drove my bike back to the Manor. I didn't want to enter the Batcave so I parked my bike next to the garden's fountain. I got into my room by climbing through the window. I took off my mask and threw it to my desk along with my utility belt. I began pacing back and forth. The moment I wanted to reach my hands up to my head, I felt an insanely painful sting in both, my arms... I lowered my arms and pulled up my sleeves which was soaked with blood. I forgot. Slade pierced both my arms with a blade.... But how haven't I felt the pain all this while till now??? (Sigh) I don't know and I don't care. I ignored them and continue pacing. I've realised something. Ever since we've brought Jon to the hospital, I've been bottling up my urge to cry. That was why I kept needing to swallow a sob. I had the urge to cry.. But I won't, cry! I may sob and tear, but I won't cry! I can't!
Me: (pacing back and forth) Don't cry! Dont cry! I said dont cry dangit!!
While pacing, flashbacks from the battlefield began haunting my mind. The image of Jon taking a bullet and his arm covered in blood. The image of me being completely f**king useless. The image of how Jon was stabbed with a kryptonite by that a**hole. The words Jon used "If I don't make it"..
Me: Ughh!!!
Suddenly, I stopped pacing and got on my knees. I stare at the ground with teary eyes and those words running in mind, "If I don't make it".. I clenched my fists and began punching the ground while condemning myself.
Me: You lousy piece of $#!T!! If you weren't so useless, Jon wouldn't be in a hospital right now!! Why did you encourage him??!?!! Must everything you do get the ones you love in danger?!?! F**k you! F**k!!! (Tears rolling down while he continued punching)
In that moment, I couldn't feel anything.. Accept for the hatred towards myself. The pain in my arms kept on stinging I think I was bleeding even more. But I kept on punching the ground. The ground layer began cracking and my knuckles began bleeding. Still, I didn't stop.
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Room Door opened
??: Damian!!! Stop!!
I felt someone's arms around my body. I blinked and turned around to look who was it... It was Grayson. My rage just increased even more...
