This is for you

Lost

Trapped in what I think is right
Bounded by whatever makes me happy at the times.
Confuse but still going through the motion.
Trying to hide everything by doing whatever takes my mind off the things that troubles.

Things that made me happy is just fading .
Life feels complicate.
I don't know what I'm doing but I'm doing.

"Where am I going.
O just forget .
Let's just keeping going.
No one cares,
So stop asking",
Is the song I hear singing in my head.

I'm here.
But where is here?
I wanna be somewhere.
But where is somewhere?
This is not what I expected.
Being lost is so draining everything from me .