Just A Dream (a bori love story)

Mental (A bori love story)

Chapter 29

Tori's pov

Are you going to call me harsh and foolish? If you did then you already did and if you didn't just say it.

I was harsh.

I was foolish.

And I lied.

Because to be honest when i shut the door it killed me to let Beck go.

What would you do?

Would you keep the one you love or give up your life?

Yes I said it I love Beck.

Kill me -_- .!

I started to walk up the steps into my room heading for the bathroom because I needed some Lysol.

I walked towards the bathroom and tried to open the door but it was stuck.

"come on." I mumble in frustration while yanking on the door. Then I noticed something wedged in the door.

I picked up what had seemed to be a bendy pencil with a note wrapped around it. It read.

'you made the right choice. '

I swung open the bathroom door and locked it while sliding down the door burying my face in my twig like hands.

No that was not the right choice.

Beck's pov

It started to rain on my misfortune.

Great -_-

I was about 5 minutes away from my home. Today Was just not my day.

How do you get a kiss and then the love of your life says it's not worth it.

It's not worth it.

It's not worth it.

It's not worth it.

I'm trying to process these words through my head but I just can't. I know we are not 'not worth it'.

Are you getting it?

Now it's pouring rain. Well at least I'm on my street.

~~~~~

I was in my trailer on my bed and I stood up immediately flopped back down finding out that the force of depression and sadness overwhelmed me.

Great -_-

So I just laid back and fell into a deep emotionless sleep with Tori's face edged in my head.

Tori's pov

I lifted my head up at a tilt and saw the bathroom light reflecting on a shining object.

I crawled to the shining object and saw it was a razor.

ughhhh Trina needs to go to the bathroom in the basement with all of that.

I slid to the back of the wall then glanced back at the razor that was currently to my left and in reach.

I wasn't.......... Was I?

I grabbed the razor and looked at it.

Don't these things hurt?

Well messed up girls do it like it's nothing.

I am pretty messed up........

Before I knew it the razor was edged into my wrist and I swiped it across screaming in pain.

I started to mutter

"one slice for my parents..... no matter fact two, one slice for Taylor, one slice for my friends, one slice for me, and most importantly one slice for Beck. "

Before I knew it I was grasping a bloody razor, I had six cuts, and bright red blood dripping from my wrist,

To my finger tips,

onto the cold white marble floor.

Did I just do that?

and enjoy it?

Yup I'm mental.

And it's not that great to be mental.

Authors note

OMG this was such a sad chapter. ╯︿╰

Tori isn't really mental she just thinks she is.

I don't really have that much to say.

Tell me what you guys think.

VAMMET!

Adios My People's

Lots of love ~Ashley out