proof X Eminem. My fallen angel. +18

waffles 😴

( DeShaun pov )

The sun finds it way thro the curtains and in to my room.
Waking me up from a deep and peaceful sleep.
I all was sleep well when I have Marshall next to me.
I know he's safe. And if he needs me all I got to do is roll over and I'm there.
I place my lips on the top of he's head. And head out of the room.
I make my way to the kitchen.
To make some toast and coffee.
As the toast is cooking.
I head in the bathroom and open the cabinet I find Marshall meds that he leaves at my house in case he stays the night he has some for the next morning.
I place it all on to a tray and then head back to my room.

Marshall lays in my bed  just he's browsed face is  visceral.
The rest of he's body is wrapped in blanket.
I place the tray on the bedside table.
And lay down next to Marshall. Slowly stroking he's nose to try and wack him up.
I love being this close to him.
But I really need him to eat something. And take he's meds.
" Marshall..... Marshall.... Come on.... I need you to eat something for me....... And then you can go back to sleep. "
He opens he's blood shot eyes. And wipers at the light. Pushing he's face in to my chest to try and hide.
" Come on Marshall I need you to eat something and tack your meds. And then I'll lay whit you haw dose that sound? " I ask stroking he's back.
He looks Up at me he's eyes hearth closed.
" you promise you won't leave me" he asks he's voice thick white sleep.
" maybe to tack a piss but I'll be there when you wack up again.
If you eat and tack your meds. "
He nods.
we sit up agents the headboard.
" my head hurts so much " Marshall wipers. Resting agents me.
" I'll get you something for that after you have eaten. " I say handing him some toast.
"Can I ask you something" he says tacking a small bite.
" you no you can ask me any think " I say wrapping a arm over he sharp shoulders .
" why dose Kim hate me?........ Why dose everyone hate me" he asks looking down not able to mack eye contact white me.
" Marshall not ever one hates you. Your a good person. "
" you hate me don't you.... You and the guys would be so much happier with out me. And Kim would be happier. " he says looking up at me tiers fill he's blood shot eyes.
" you know that's not true. I'd be so miserable whit out you. You mean so much to me. Don't you ever thing otherwise. " I say coping he's browsed cheek. He closes he's eyes he's long lashes falling on to he's flushed cheeks. Tears slip under he's lashes and down he's face.
" it going to be alright..... " I say fitting the erg to kiss the fallen Angels lips.
" I got your back....... You know I do. " I say trying to cram him.
He wipes he's face trying to get ride of the stray tiers. Sheepishly.
" do you want to come down to the kitchen and I'll make us some waffles? " I say hopefully tacking he's mined of it.
" You don't have to do that " he mumbles looking a way from me.
" but I want to.... Why don't you have a shower and I'll make us some waffles. You kind of smell lick alcohol. " I say trying to be nice but the hurt look in he's eyes brock my hart.
" Marshall I " I start but he cuts me of " it was probably horrible sleep next to me last night... I-I should go I " he starts getting out of bed frantically looking for he's trainers.
" don't go. Marshall listen to me" I say jumping out of bed and grabbing he's shoulders.
He stops looking for he's trainers and looks in to my eyes.
He's so beautiful.
" you know I didn't mean it lick that. Your over reacting. I don't give a shit if you smell lick alcohol. I just fort it would help you relax.... You've been under a lot of stress lately. And it not good for you and it not good for your ptsd. " he wraps he's arms around me. " sorry.. I don't mean to jump down your thought" he whispers in to my chest.
"There's no need to apologise..... I'm just worried about you..... You don't have to go thro everything by your self..... And this hole Kim thing..... Maybe you should give it a brace for a while...."
" she's the only one that will ever love me. " he whispers. Pulling a way from me tiers slip down he's face.
" that's not true. " I say placing my finger on he chin making him look in to my eyes.
I fill him lean in to my touch. This pour Angel has been thro so much. And all he want is someone to love him.
I lean down and white out thinking I kiss him.
Wrapping my arms around he's back.
I kiss him. Nipping at he's lower lip. Trying to remember what he's mouth taste lick as I lick agents he's lips he opens he mouth. we open mouth kiss before I push he small body on to the bed I am on top of him. He starts panting and shaking he's eyes fly open and a look horror fills he's eyes.
I pull a way from him. He's having a panic attacks. And that's when I realise what I had just done.

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