( DeShaun pov )
" Marshall I'm so sorry I I" I try to say getting of him quickly.
He struggles to breath.
he try to sit up but he can't.
I slid my arm under he's back gently helping him sit up.
I go to move a way But he grabs my wrist.
" not not l-leave me please Please" Marshall sobs thro raged breaths.
I sit a little closer to him.
He wraps he's arms around my shoulder and sobs in to my chest.
" I'm sorry so I'm so so sorry " I say rubbing he's back gently.
He's shaking. And still can't breath properly.
I fill so bad I've see him have thousands of panic or ptsd attacks what ever you what to call them.
But I was nether the reason for him to have one. Not like this anyway.
He probably fills scared and upset and having the flashbacks of the horror that was he's childhood.
All because I wanted something fucked up from my beast friend.
" I'm so sorry I didn't mean to. I'm so sorry " I say once he can breath a bit better.
He look up at me tiers falling down he's browsed face.
" no apologise " he says kissing me so gently whit he's shaking lips. I almost didn't fill it.
Does this mean He fills the same way?
He pulls a way resting he's head back on to my chest.
Did that really just happen?
I pull him close to me wrapping my arms around him productively.
I nether what to be the reason he fills this was. I nether want to scar him like that ever again.
We sit like this for a while. Till he decides that he wants to move.
He pulls a way from me but grasps one of my hands. Holding on to it title. " I think I'm going to go have a shower..... If you don't mind. " he whispers wiping a way the stray tiers.
And looking at are clasped hand.
" That all right you go try and relax. If you need me you just yell and I'll be there. " I say stroking the back of he's hand.
" thank you... You do so much for me I fill like I don't do anything for you " he said briefly looking up at me.
"Marshall you do plenty for me. Trust me" I say.
"Thank you" said standing up he kisses my cheek and heads to the bathroom.
I sit there for a minute trying to posses what just happened.
What does this mean?
I go to the kitchen and make me and Marshall some waffles as the toast I made over an hour ago is stone could.
I carry the two plates in to my room.
Trust me I don't normally eat my breakfast in my bed.
But it makes Marshall more relaxed.
As I sit in bed Marshall comes out the bathroom.
He topless. He's skin is red. From a hot shower.
Browses are all over he's bony chest.
He's ribs stick out. And he's belly is sunken.
He's arms are like twigs.
He wearing the same sweatpants.
" Can I borrow one of your sweatshirt?...... Mine smells like weed and alcohol.
" sour if you help me eat these waffles. " I say eating a peas.
" you know I love waffles. " he said turning to look at me as he opens my wardrobe.
He pulls out a sweatshirt I haven't worn for a while.
He smells it before pulling it over he's head.
"Can I borrow this one? " looking worried.
" yeah look good on you" I say. He go bring red and looks at the floor.
He's nether tacks complete well.
But to be honest he looked cute.
He sits next to me he's back against the headboard. He leans on me a little after I gave him he's plat. I
We eat in salons for a while.
" so um........ When you kissed me earlier did..... did you mean that? " he asks looking nerves.
He fiddles whit hem of the sweatshirt that swallows he's tiny body.
" of course I did... I didn't trip.... I love you Marshall. I all was have.I love so much. And I'm sorry if this has made things wired between us. But I do I love you. " I say looking at him.
He looks Up at me. Tiers fall down he's face again.
" really you love even tho I'm completely fucked up.? "
" we can be fucked up together my fallen Angel " I say wiping a way he's tiers. He kiss him gently.
He pulls a way. a small smile is pairs on he's face.
The smile that I love so much so much.
It just adds to the love I have for this beautiful fallen Angel.
My fallen Angel.
( Hi everybody hope you enjoyed this chapter.
I will try and update soon.
I have family over for the next week. so I'm not shore haw much writing I'm going to get done.😖
Thanks for reading commenting and liking.😊)
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Acak18+ Proof and Marshall doesn't know haw to tell each over haw they fills. The two of them are in love white each over. But not know haw to tell the over one.
