Delmore

Chapter 5

Jisoo

After the meeting we instantly went back home, but as we arrived at our house, I was a little confused when I was the only one to leave the car

"Jisoo"

My father called so I turned back to face him and gave him a look that indicates that I'm listening and he should continue his words

"We'll be right back"

I just nodded, went in the house and didn't even bother to ask where they were going, because I know if I were to ask where they are heading they wouldn't even bother answering me, so I just explored a little bit of our house, I know I live in this house and everything, but, I myself hasn't really seen the house that much, I would always lock myself up in my room and would only go out to eat or go for a walk

I went to the living room where a lot of portraits are hanged up when I noticed that all of the portraits only contained, mother, father, brother Taehyung, brother Seokjin and myself, none of the portraits shows my sister Jennie, I guess they hate her that much huh? Would they hate me as much when I fall in love? I never really thought of it as a child since I only care about the praises and compliments mother and father give me

I should really get this out of my mind, it's just gonna burden me more, but I wonder, what does it feel like when you're inlove? I bet it feels amazing, seeing as everytime sister Jennie talks about Min Yoongi to me she would always smile as if every problem in her life has been solved, hey sister Jennie? What does love feel like? I guess I would never feel that way huh? Seeing as I'm gonna marry someone I don't even know a thing about

I just wanna go somewhere for now, to my comfort place, where I can really talk to my sister, so without any hesitation I took my coat and went out, I headed straight to the cemetery and went to my sister's grave

"Hey sister Jennie, tell me, are you happy now? That you're together with Min Yoongi? "

I stated looking at the grave before me as if I was actually talking to someone

"Guess what? I'm getting married next week! Must be a surprise right? "

I was still talking even though I know that the grave I'm talking to will not and will never respond to me

"But you know sister, I don't want to get married "