Bruised Rejection

Chapter 4

Athena

I held onto Alan's hand and dragged him out of the auditorium where the drama was held. It was a good drama and I really enjoyed it but I think Alan enjoyed it a little too much because he was now crying.

To be honest, I don't think the drama was that emotional but it might be because I am not a drama addict, if that makes sense.

"Alan, you need to stop crying, someone might think I did something wrong to you." I said to him as now people were staring at us but this is just how my best friend is.

Reaching the pack house, his mood lit up because all the way to the pack house he just talked about the drama, to the point where I was regretting taking him there.

I walked inside the pack house with Alan beside me, only to meet with my father's angry face and alpha Adrian behind him, his glare placed on Alan. I brushed it away and admitted the fact that he is just a hateful person.

I was shocked to see my father facing me because no joke, but it has been a week or so since I have seen him. Usually I see him when he is roaming around the pack house or doing his usual Checks as he is the beta, but that's the only time I see him and when I say I see him I mean get a glance of him, because I can say with my eyes closed that it has been a long time since we have talked like a father and daughter.

I was cut of my thought when I heard footsteps near me and saw my father grabbing my arm tightly to the point where it hurts and dragging me to what I assume is his office.

Inside his office, he took a seat on his chair. I glanced at my arm to see the bruise he has caused me slowly fading away. I looked at him with my eyebrows raised.

"Wha-" I was about to ask him what he has to say when he cut me off with his hurting words.

"You know I should have asked Alpha Adrian to throw you out of the pack so you could finally stop embarrassing me, I wish You were not here anymore, you are the reason for every Problem in our life. You are a mistake and a FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT. It's you who killed your mother and it's you who is going to destroy this fucking pack, I wish you were never born," his words hit me sharp that I couldn't control the tears. I knew my father felt insulted because of how I mistreated our so called Luna but I didn't know he hated me so much and blamed me for my mother's death, not that I don't blame myself for it. I didn't know my father was that heartless to hurt me like this with only his words.

But I was more shocked because this was the first time he has ever talked to me like this and I haven't even done anything wrong.

But still I wanted to know why was he saying this to me now, after a very longtime When I have done nothing wrong

"What happened?" I asked calmly after I have gotten back to my normal self.

"YOU INSULTED ME AGAIN BY DISRESPECTING OUR ALPHA, I swear if you did something like this ever again then I will have you by  myself thrown out of this pack and I promise you this," he stared at me with hate evident in his eyes and stormed out of the room.

I let my tears fall which I have been trying to control. I didn't want him to see my weak self.

My father has never been an ideal father to me since I came into existence, I won't say he was the worst father in the whole universe until now but he never played his fatherly  role in my whole life and was always distant towards me.

I always blamed myself that I was the reason of my mother's death and because I was never close to my father I never knew he also blamed me for the death of his mate but I guess this situation gave him the perfect opportunity to tell me that he also blame me.

The words which came out of his mouth hit me sharply, deep in my heart, I know I said I don't care what anyone thinks, but I guess I still care because if I didn't, I wouldn't be here crying my eyes out and finally accepting the fact that I was really the killer of my mother.

Because if I wasn't born, my mother wouldn't have died while giving me birth. It's all my fault 
that my mother isn't here with me anymore.

BUT!

But still it didn't give my sorry excuse of a father to fucking hurt me like this, and maybe I am a bitch but I am not fucking heartless like him.

I wiped my tears harshly and exited the room, only to stop when I saw the so called alpha who fucking snitched on me.

He couldn't take himself being insulted and told my father that I flipped him off.

Now I hate him even more.

"Are you satisfied now? Are you satisfied that you turned my father against me again? Are satisfied to see my weak self. But wait don't think that just because you have seen my broken self, I would accept you as my superior." I said to him.

His eyes reflected regret but I could care less.

"You are still a useless alpha who cannot protect his pack because you cannot see the evil planning your mate has been doing behind your back, if you want, you can tell this all to my sorry excuse of a father what I have said because I don't care," I said and saw his eyes heating up with anger.

I put my hand on mouth and acted like I made a mistake.

"Oops I just insulted your mate, but again like I care, throw me out of this pack for all I care, at least I will be saved from the evil planning your mate has been doing." I taunted him

But I still wasn't satisfied as I could still see the glimpse of regret on his face, I didn't need his pity when he was the one who caused it.

I moved towards him when only one inch was left between us and whispered in his ear.

"Also your mate has been fucking someone else behind your back, it might just be..." I whispered and didn't reveal the name.

Now I was fully satisfied after seeing the anger on his face.

"How dare YOU?" He screamed at me.

I just walked away after giving him a flying kiss.

At least I didn't flip him off this time.