Letters From Marie

I really do love you

Deji

Its been a week since I've spoken to Callie. I really wish for her forgiveness, if I'm being honest with myself, I wanna be her friend. "Ugh I wish I could go back in time and fix what I've broken." I mumbled this under my breath while getting ready to see Koro. I know my family won't believe me, and that's okay...even Sayuri. I put on a tight short black dress with a V neck line and small thin straps. It hugged my curves, I had to admit I looked pretty good in it. The only down side was that you could see my scars on my legs from where I had cut...I knew Koro would be devastated to see them. I pinned my long pink pastel tentacles into a bun, my bang was still out, partially covering my eye. I wore light pink blush with a matching lip stick. The gold locket that Koro had got me was secured around my neck, just where it always is. I slipped on my red heels and grabbed the matching hand bag. "Where are you going all dressed up like that?" Sayuri came around the corner with a smirk that stretched across her porcelain skin. "Hahaha well..." I hesitate to answer her she will think I'm nuts. "Well?" Sayuri continued. "If you must know Sayuri...a date I'm going on a date." Sayuri's eyes opened in shock a big smile suddenly bursting out of her. "With who!?" She yelled cheerful. "Well uh...ummm someone that went to our school." She leaned in forward. "Whats his naaaaame?" I was starting to get irritated. Just because I can't say it out loud. "You don't need to know right now. Maybe I'll tell you later?" She backed up and smiled softly. "That's totally fine with me." I smiled back at her and started walking. "Honesty Deji...I'm just glad that you're getting over Koro." I stopped dead in my tracks. I turned my head and smiled at Sayuri "yeah, sure." Sayuri wished me luck and then I left.

I look out the train window, it was a beautiful night with a clear sky and shimmering stars. "Hey babe you almost here?" I loved these texts from Koro. I was dying to see him. "Hey Love, I'm almost there, it's a beautiful night." "Not as beautiful as you..nothing can compare to your beauty." My face flushed with red, my smile was so big and I loved it. I sat a few more minutes on the train when it came to a stop. Koro would be meeting me a block away from the train stop. As I walked in the night air a cool breeze swept through my hair blowing it behind me. I heard my heels clink on the sidewalk. All I could think of was that with each foot step I wad closer to seeing Koro. I thought to my self...how funny? I thought that I would never see him again...or love again, and yet here I am. I pulled out my phone to check the time 8:30 pm. still on track. One of my biggest things was always staying on schedule. Koro's "death" really fucked me up, and I completely forgot about that. I stopped in my tracks, I see Koro standing in the distance, not going to lie...he looked pretty hot as an octoling. His eyes look up from his phone and meet mine. His sparkling blue perfect eyes, those eyes are still the same, that's how I knew it was him in the store. He slowly puts his phone in his pocket and takes a running position. He sprints forward running to me, I join. My heels clink louder and faster than before, I could feel one of the straps of my dress falling off my shoulders. Koro opens his arms ready and prepared for me to jump into them he stops about three feet in front of me. My body lunges to his as he catches me. There we stood hugging his warm touch against my cold back and arms. His lips interlock with mine there soft and gentle, we kissed for about two minutes straight. I pulled back we stare into each others eyes. Koro looks so at ease. He grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers together, he was holding my hand so tight. In that moment I could tell that he had the same fear as me...losing each other once more. 

We walked through the cool night air as he guided me to our restaurant. Once we finally arrived we sat down, ordered our food and started to eat. "Deji..." I look up from my food and lock my eyes with his. "Yes..?" His eyes are more dark than usual and easier to read. He looked concerned. "Deji...I love you, so fucking much...please...don't cut." I knew he was going to see them, but now that he is back...I'll never cut again. "I won't, I love you to much." His eyes relax and his shoulders drop down. "Promise?" I look him in the eye to let him know I wont lie. "Promise." We continued to eat and share what has happend in the time of...well the incident. He tells me stories of his job and his new life as an octoling. Some of the stories are funny. I have never been more happy then in this moment. We finish eating and head out the door. We take the train back to my house. Mom and dad are out and Sayuri went on a walk somewhere. We sat on my bed and watched our favorite movie, The purge. Yes I know that it is not romantic but it's our fav. Koro plays with my hair with one hand and the other is wrapped around my waist.

A sudden urge takes over my mind and body, I turn my head and kiss Koro sliding my tongue into his mouth, he repeats as our lips bind together. Koro kisses my neck going down to my boobs. Koro's hand slides up my shirt and un-clips my bra. This wasn't new for me Koro and I have had sex before many times so I knew this process. Koro slams me down on my bed tracing my thigh up to the band of my underwear. strips of my tight black dress leaving only my underwear on. He kisses my neck and slowly goes down to my lower stomach. He pulls of the only clothing I have left and throws me on his lap. We start making out as I take off his shirt and start to unbuckle his pants. I know I have done this before but this time, it doesn't just feel like sex, this feels like love to me. Did it get bigger!? I guess the octolings hooked him up with all of the fixings. Koro looks into my eyes I feel my self getting lost in his. They're filled with lust and passion. "Deji?" "Yes?" he looks at me with the most happiest smile on his face. "I really do love you." "Koro...I love you too."  

Hey so uhm..this chapter was...different. Hope you guys still liked it. Sorry I've not updated in a while. I took a break for awhile but I'm back now! ~Callie