Kendall -a few days later-
"parenting is hard." i say with a sigh, plopping down next to hayes. he nods with his eyes shut.
"did she go to sleep?" he asks.
"yea. for how long, i have no clue." i say. he laughs softly.
"so i have a question." he says, looking at me.
"shoot." i say, yawning.
"my followers. what do i say to them?" he asks. it takes me by surprise at first. i wasn't expecting him to bring it up at all.
"i don't..know." i say
"do you want them to know?" he asks.
"well yea. i know you don't like keeping a lot from them."
"i can keep this for a little longer. but i'm gonna have say something." he says. i nod
"i'm gonna take my account off private." i say. he nods
"what do we say about us?" he asks after a few moments of silence. i bit my lip and sit back. i knew i couldn't avoid this question for long, but it was worth a shot. i've never really thought about what hayes and i could be. it's never crossed my mind. i feel like we'd be perfectly fine if we got back together, but gia and parenting in general, might put a strain on that.
"i don't know." i say. he nods.
"i don't either." he sighs.
"maybe we should wait or something. till gia's a bit older. and then we can come back to the question." i say. he agrees.
"in the meantime, try to get some sleep." he tells
me. i go to get up.
"kendall. here." he puts out his recliner and i do the same. he then grabs the blanket from behind us. he lifts his arm. i take that as a sign and lay against him, eventually snuggling up to him. soon i'm out.
Hayes -2 hours later-
"gia. baby." kendall sighs as she rocks back and forth.
"honey. do you need some help?" her mom comes into the living room.
"i don't know. what's wrong. she just won't calm down." kendall says. she's crying at this point.
"okay. kendall you need to breath okay? she's probably just fussy. let me see her." her mom says. kendall hands gia to her mom.
"we okay in here?" i hear my mom ask. she walks around the corner and see kendall.
"oh honey." she says and walks to her. she hugs her and kendall cries a little more.
"okay. you wanna go sit down so you can feed her?" her mom asks her. kendall nods and sits down on the couch. her mom then sets gia in kendall's arms. i walk over to her and hand her the bottle.
"you can't get upset like that okay? it makes her upset too." her mom says.
"but she was just crying and i couldn't calm her down." she says.
"i know baby. but you'll learn tips and tricks to help with that." her mom says.
"or if you're getting upset. pass her off to hayes. or come get me or your mom." my mom says. i nod.
"hayes was making her bottle." kendall says.
"we could've switched." i say. she laughs softly.
"don't get frustrated with yourself okay?" my mom tells her. kendall nods. both our moms kids our cheeks and then go back to their rooms. i sit next to kendall.
"if it helps any, i think we're doing pretty fuckin good." i say. she laughs and nods.
"we are. we are." she says, looking down at gia.
"we make cute kids." i say
"let's not make anymore for a while." she says. i laugh and agree.
