Confession
Parang hinampas ang puso ng isang matigas na bagay dahil sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko. It feels like someone stabbed me. I felt pain whole staring at their hands closely intertwined.
Damn! We're only friends, okay?!
He look surprised that's why he immediately removed his hands from that lady.
Lumapit naman siya sa akin at nginitian ako subalit bakas sa mukha niya ang pagtataka.
"You're here?" He asked. Pilit akong ngumiti at tumango.
"Yeah, need some air to freshen up," pinipilit kong hindi gumaralgal ang boses ko.
I stared at the girl and smiled bitterly. I tried my best to hide my pain but I can't. I'm hopelessly stuck with a him. Para bang kahit pilitin kong umalis ay patuloy akong hinahampas ng aking nararamdaman. Love should make you stronger, but I feel the opposite of it. I feel weak and pain.
"I just can't belive that you're here," tumawa pa siya. Bakit hindi niya man lang maramdaman na ayoko muna siyang kausap!
Damn you, Doctor Razain! Damn you! Napakamanhid mo!
"I think I need to go." I was about to move my feet away from them but Razain called me in a husky voice.
"Stay." It was more like a command.
"Ayoko!" Matigas na sabi ko.
"Araviyah."
"Who is she?!" Inis na sabi ko. Nagulat ako sa inasal ko kaya agad akong yumuko.
"Oh I'm Shaundra-" pinutol ko ang sinasabi niya at inilahad ang kamay ko sa kanya. Wala akong interes para kilalanin siya!
"I'm Araviyah,nice meeting you. I gotta go," sabi ko at ngitian na lamang si Shaundra saka ibinaling ang tingin ko kay Razain at nginitian din siya.
"Hatid na kita" ani Razain pero umiling ako at pilit ang ngiti.
I'm done with you, Razain. I can't just unlove you, but I can probably make you stay away from me.
"HUWAG NA!" sabi ko at umalis na pero hinabol ako ni Razain.
He still got the nerve to chase me after bringing that girl and rubbing it into my face! Fine, I get it!
"Viyah, ihahatid kita!" pagpupumilit niya.
Nilingon ko muna siya bago ngumiti nang mapakla. Pinapaasa niya ako! Just because I have feelings for him that doesn't mean that he can play me like a toy! I'm so done with men!
"I DON'T WANT YOU TO DRIVE ME HOME! MAY PAA AKO, MAY ISIP AKO! YOU HAVE NO SAY ABOUT MY DECISIONS! YOU DON'T HAVE TO RUB IT ON MY FACE, RAZAIN! JUST GO AND ENJOY YOUR DATE! DAMN!" Naiinis kong tugon. Gulat naman siyang napatitig sa akin.
"WHAT?!" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong niya. Tumawa naman ako pero sarkastiko nga lang. Napakunot naman ang noo niya.
"What what-in mo yang mukha mo!You don't have to do this to me Razain. Naghihintay si Shaundra sa'yo" malumanay kong sagot. Napataas naman ang kilay niya.
"What are you saying? I don't understand you!" sabi pa niya. Napataas naman ang isa kong kilay.
"You don't have to understand me!" Inis na sagot ko.
"What's wrong with you?" nagtatakang tanong niya.
Darn! I hate being in a one sided love! All along, I was hoping that he could see me more than just a friend!
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