Last Wish

Wakas

Life without her isn't easy.

I could barely do some stuffs without remembering her. It's been two years since she left me with a shattered heart. I can't rid the pain engraved within my heart. A lifetime isn't enough to love her. The clouds of paradise have taken my woman. Ican fight every battle but without her, I give up. I'm so lost. The wishing well couldn't bring my woman back to life. She told me that she'll stay no matter what.

Kasalukuyan kong pinapanood ang kanyang video na ngayon ko lang nakita. She's wearing her gown. Nakangiti pa siya at parang kinakausap lang ako. Tinitigan ko ang kanyang lapida matapos kong titigan ang kanyang mukha. Bigla kong narinig ang pangalan ko sa video kaya naagaw nito ang atensyon ko.

"Hey, doctor! I really love you, Razain Vezzenel! I'm so gorgeous, right?" Ngumiti pa siya.

"You're beauty is more than the view of the sunset," I whispered and tried to touch her face but I couldn't.

"I'm always having a bad dream. Kaya if ever na mamatay ako, please marry someone that can be with you until your very last day. I'm madly, crazily, badly, in love with you, Razain!"

Pinunasan ko na ang aking luha habang tinitignan siya. We're about to marry each other! I was about to finally make you really mine.

"You are a great doctor. Mahal na mahal ko si papa, kahit alam kong hindi naman niya talaga ako mahal. Alam kong ampon lang ako, but still, I'm happy to have him as my father. No matter how hard it is to live without me, please don't end your life just to be with me. Razain, your own happiness is my last wish. Please, grant it."

Natapos na ang video pero hindi parin nauubos ang luha ko. Am I so greedy and here's my karma now? Am I so selfish that's why I lost my wife?

Hindi ko alam kung paano ako uusad. Hindi ko alam kung paanong mahihilom ang sugat na ito. Hindi ko man lang nagawang makasama pa siya ng mas matagal. Hindi ko man lang siya nayakap ng mas matagal.

"I want to see your beautiful smile that grows from ear to ear. I just want you to be back into my arms."

I can't accept that you're gone. Pinagkait ng mundo ang tanging kaligayahan ko. The world is so cruel. Maybe it wasn't a tragedy, it was more like a sweet melancholy.

"I wish that we could go back to the days where we were still happy. If I could see you in my dreams, I will never wake up again."

Lumapit sa akin ang pamilya ni Viyah pati na rin si Shaundra.

"You're my only dream that will forever stay as a dream, Viyah."

Agad kong tinitigan ang kanyang lapida habang pinupunasan ang aking luha.

Sana makita kitang muli kung saan una kang humiling kasama ako. Kung saan una mong hinawakan ang kamay ko. Kung saan una kitang nayakap. Patawarin mo ako sapagkat nabigo akong iligtas ang buhay mo.

Sana makita kitang muli sa wishing well, ang paboritong lugar mo.

I cannot love anyone else the way I love you. You may not be with me anymore but my love for you will never die.

It has come to an end my love and there's nothing I can do about it.

"I'm madly, crazily, badly in love with you, Araviyah Wilson."

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Continue dreaming and build a lot of ways to make it come true! Always seek for improvement and nurture the word "humbleness". Believe and fight!

Love,
- Camilalalah