I didn't mean to love you.

The Memories.

I drove us up to the old cemetery that Caleb loved to take me to. He took a deep breath to settle himself, and then nervously ask "he didn't touch-touch you right?" And I answered as calmly as I could "no, he didn't touch me at all expect pulling me onto him on the floor right before you walked in and seen us making out." He rolled his eyes and squeezed his fists tightly at his sides and I seen one small tear fall onto his khaki skinny jeans and he whispered "why would you do this to me? I never hurt you this bad. I put you down a lot and hurt your feelings, but this is going to scar me. It hurts to walk in and see the girl you love sitting on your cousins dick basically. That's something you can't recover from. I don't know what to do."

Then the excuses came pouring into my mouth but no words came out. Instead, I climbed out of the car, and he did the same. I grabbed his hand, and pulled my very sad, very hurt love of my life towards the spot where we had our first kiss. He caught on to what I was doing pretty fast and he offered me a piggy back ride. I jumped on his back, kissed his cheek, and whispered "I've missed you a lot Caleb Adam. I love you." And without hesitation, he replied back with " I've missed you even more. I missed every cute annoying habit of yours, I learned every word to every one of your favorite songs, and I even wrote you a song."

He gasped and then kinda blushed before adding "I hope you don't think that's weird. I just felt like maybe it was my turn to do something right." I jumped off his back and ran to the college. He ran after me, and tried to pick me back up, but I ran up to the wall and just stood there. It was pretty warm to be 4 in the morning but the wind felt great. Just out of curiosity I ask him if I could borrow his jacket. "it smells amazing, just like you dork face." He hugged me as tight as he could and neither of us wanted to let go. I could sit here in his arms for hours.

We didn't pull away, but he picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist before he pinned me against the wall. He smiled his quirky adorable half-smile, and kissed me. I felt the spark ignite, and overpowering my inner flame and I lost all control. Both of us were burning in pure passion and sorrow and we were in our own little world. All of the problems we had, every fight and argument seemed to burn away and disappear with every second longer we kissed.

We pulled away, and ran off into my car to go to my apartment and grab a blanket, and some ziplock baggies for our phones. After we got the stuff, he drove my car to the lake and I jumped in off the rock cliff and then he jumped right after I did. He swam towards me and kissed me again before giving me a naughty smirk. We swam out a little bit more before we said anything. He looked at me, and said "truth or dare?" I laughed and said "dare. what is this, kindergarten?"

And he laughed and wiped the water away from his eyes. "Okay, since you've clearly felt wild and dare devilish today, I dare you you go to the top of the rock cliff, do a backflip into the water, and also be my girlfriend?" I gasped and chocked a little which made him giggle. " Caleb Adam, I accept your challenge. But I'll only be your girlfriend again if you convince me I should, or do something equally risky." He smiled and glanced over at me, then at the rope swing, then back at me. "Okay, how about we make out a little more first?" After a few minutes of convincing and debating, I giggled and agreed.