Miss.Geek Turned BadGirl

Chapter 4

Miss.Geek Turned BadGirl
Chapter 4
*UNEDITED

Instead of calling it Facebook it should be called negative book. I don't understand why i still go on Facebook, even though the last week my status has changed. At school I still have my original bullies or should I say haters now that I'm not a geek anymore.

Well I can't say that I'm not a geek anymore just because my personal appearance changed, I'm still a bookworm at the end of the day. I was just hoping for a change through the public eye, or should I say through my classmates Eyes.

Today is Sunday night and I was able to avoid Derek the whole day not even a text, secretly it pissed me off that he haven't made an effort either. I'm just hoping that tomorrow Monday will be the same too, don't get me wrong I like him a little more than I souls seeing they we only been together for a week.

It's just that by me not having any friends I feel that I'm using him as a clutch, I don't want it to be that way knowing that I will be leaving at the end of the school year for college. I must stay my distance as much as I can without him knowing that I'm trying to avoid him, hopefully my plan stays bulletproof.

The more I try not to think of him the more I think of them. I don't know how well my plan will work seeing that I never was able to dodge my bullies so why be able to my boyfriend. Even though I don't understand why he chose me as his girlfriend when he can have any girl he wants seeing that he's a Greek God, but then me thinking like that makes me want him even more.

He's irresistible but somehow he makes me feel like Im irresistible and his eyes.

***

I'm on my way to school trying to stay positive with my idea of a full and Derek, The closer I get to school the more I think of him. I know it sounds weird but how can you not think of him when he's such a hock, a hawk that want you and only you well that's how he makes it seem.

Pulling up in the parking lot I made it so that I'm 15 minutes early like usual hoping that I can avoid him and anyone else, I don't know how brave I am to afford all the stairs from the guys who now lust over me in the females who shows me jealousy and hatred. So here goes nothing.

Okay well I made it to my locker and no one seems to notice me yet, I guess because I decided to dress my usual attire which my mother is not happy about but you can't please everyone. Closing my locker gathering all my necessary items that I would need for the first half of the day I feel hope because there's no sign of Derek, one of the scenes that luck is on my side because now I passed my first half of the day and there's no sign of Derek even though there's a side of me this wishing that I see him.

Walking to the cafeteria I decided to just grab a bottle of water and then make my way to my usual spot, with luck there's no sign of Derek which I'm grateful of. Not.

***

"How are you?" I look up to see Jason staring at me, I give them a halfhearted smile hoping that he get the hint that I don't want to be bothered at the moment seeing that I got a book in my hand reading. Well I guess some people just don't get a hint, because he sat down next to me in the same spot Derek always sit. "Do you mind if I have a seat?" Really he sit then ask, I thought it was the other way around.

"Make yourself comfortable." Note the sarcasm.

"So why are you sitting alone today?"

"If you haven't noticed I always sit alone, besides it gives me more time to read my book." That's a hint for you to get up in move, I don't want any company at the moment.

"Where is your fiancé, since he showed here you guys have been inseparable." Really he asked me this question which I'm wondering the same thing, okay he starting to get on my nerves.