If Domkat was a thing

5. Fight

I grabbed my bags and then took a cab to her little house there she lived. We drove against the woods and it was like my dream. It was a little tree house. But it wasn't the same magical like in my dream but it was absolutely beautiful. When I stood outside the door. Careful for knocking. All thoughts came back.
Inside this door, there is Dominique. I haven't met her for a half year and now I'm finally seeing her. But it probably won't be the happy, energetic Dom. I'm gonna see another side of her. A side of her when she's sad and broken. And I don't know if I will be able to handle this.
And what am I gonna say to her? I honestly don't know if she ever will be okay. The doctors are more right than me. And they said that she will die...

After standing there for almost 10 minutes. I knocked on the door. My heart was beating so fast that I could feel it so it started to hurt.
Stay calm, Kat...
The door got open. There she was, Dominique. With a happy, adorable smile. And my own smile grow bigger and bigger and I flew on her. I wrapped my arms around her and held her so tight so I could feel her touch against my body. I buried my face into her neck and took in the smells from her new showered hair.

"I've missed you..." I said quietly with Dom's hair all over my face. I let go of her but still held her hands. I didn't say anything, I just stood there with a slightly soft smile and looked deep into her green, beautiful eyes and took in all the beauty that was standing in front of me that I hadn't seen for a half year. Dom kept holding my hands and lead me to the couch. We sat down and she finally started to talk.

"Hey you" she said with a quiet voice and my heart broke immediately. Her voice was so sad and she really looked like she was going to give up any minute. I saw how her eyes started to water and the tears started to fall down on her red, warm cheeks. I immediately moved closer to her and wrapped my arms around her shoulders.

"Hey... Dommie... How are you? You alright?" I said carefully while bringing up her chin so she would look at me.

"That's a fun question" she said jokingly.

"Sorry... That was a dumb question, of course you're not okay" I said and felt a bit guilty running through my body. Just made her feel worse... good job Kat.

"I'm better now when you're here. I've missed you very much" she said and hugged my tightly. Oh my god... This girl really is something special.

We just sat there on the couch. Arms wrapped around each other and enjoying the moment. Taking in all these moments we have missed while we have been separated. I didn't want to leave her. And I also wanna show all my support through the touch I gave her. I felt how Dom slightly started to get away from me and I felt a bit sadness because I didn't want to let go. But I also let go of her and I gave her a quick kiss on her forehead. We still held hands and now we looked into each other's eyes again. There was something special with Dom's eyes. They were so peaceful, calm and alive. I saw how Dom's tears started to come back again, really fast. And she was now crying in front of me. I didn't know what to do. It was too much that I couldn't handle.

"God, I'm such a mess" Dom said with a sad laugh and she looked down so I couldn't see her.

"Hey..." I said softly while bringing up her chin so she would look at me properly.

"You are not a mess. Okay? You listen to me Dominique. You have every right to be sad and broken now but you don't have any right to push down yourself" I said serious but with a calm voice so I wouldn't stress her up something more.

"Oh Kat... I just don't know what to do. I'm dying and my best friend are here to watch me die. I don't even know why you came. I'm happy that you did but why? You know what's gonna happen anyway"

"Dom, I came because I care about you. Because you are so important to me and you WON'T die. Please stop saying that" I answered to her and I now started to cry with her. I have to be strong for her now...

"Katherine! I'm so thankful for you being here and trying to convince me that everything will be okay but it was the doctors who said that I will die. And I'm so sorry to say this but I think that they are more right than you. You just have to accept that this is what will happen to me, Kat..." she said loudly and I knew that she was deadly serious. No... This can't be happening.

"I... I... -don't k-know..." I tried to say but I just couldn't. I burst out crying and sobbed out words that only I could hear.

"Hey... It's okay Kat. Everything is gonna be okay" she said and wrapped her arms around me. I immediately did the same and I buried my face into her neck so she got completely wet because of my tears.

"I don't wanna loose you" I sad so quietly so I didn't even think that she heard me but she did.

"And I don't wanna loose you. I think I'm more worried about you than me" she said and I got really confused. How can she sit here, dying. And say that she's more worried for me than herself?

"Why is that?" I said completely confused.

"Because... When I'm gone. I hope that you will continue living your best life with Ray and everyone else around you. And I don't want you to think so much about me" What the hell... She really thinks that I just will let this go? No way.

I got away from her and sat down and looked at her. With confusing and almost angry eyes. I wasn't mad on her. I just can't believe that she takes for granted that I just will let this go and continue living my life like before.

"How can you say that?" I finally spoke out.

"What I'm saying Kat..." she softly said and took my hands in hers.

"-is that. I don't want you to forget about me..."

"In hell I won't" I interrupted her while she not even had said everything she had to say. She gave me a look and I nodded.

"Sorry... Continue"

"But. I wanna die in peace. Before I'm closing my eyes I need to be sure that you will be okay. I know how people that have left the world can affect their loved ones in such a bad way. And I don't wanna cause you any pain" she said in a quiet voice and squeezed my hands a little.

"This will cause me pain, Dom" I said and there was no questions about that. I couldn't even imagine a life without her. And what am I doing??? Talking about her death, this won't happen.

"Dom, I can't take this anymore. I don't want this. I don't want you to leave me. I love you, I love you SO much and you're not even fighting. Please, fight. Fight for your life, fight for your friends and family, fight for me..."  did I just say that? Dom gave me a smile and I got a bit calm when I saw that.

"I will fight, Kat. I promise"
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Author's note:
Oh my god I don't know if I like this story. It's really shitty.
Want to let you know that this won't be a long story. It's gonna be a short story.

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