"Do you wanna watch a movie?" Ray suddenly said from the kitchen. I looked up and saw him smiling. I guess that he's okay about the Dominique thing now.
"Yeah, sure. What do you wanna watch?" I said and gave him a slightly smile.
"You decide, love" he said came closer to me. I was thinking a bit. About what I wanted to watch. And I then I remembered that Dominique wanted me to watch "The Seasoning House" , a movie there Dom is in. I had promised her to watch it for almost two years but I never have. So now might be good time, plus I really miss her face and her talent so I really want to watch a movie there Dom is.
"The Seasoning House?" I said and gave him my prettiest dog eyes. "Dominique is in the movie, and I have promised her to watch it"
"Hmm... Giving promises to your co-worker which is your lover on screen, okay sure" he said and sighed. I didn't like when he said that. Dominique is my bestfriend, nothing more. Okay fine, I sometimes feels that it's so much funnier to be with Dom than Ray but it doesn't change the fact that Ray is my husband and I gave him a promise to love him til my last breathe.
"Ray, stop it. You know that you're wrong. Come on, let's put on the movie" I said and rolled my eyes. I then sat up on the coach and searched up the movie. I putted in on and started to watch. Dom warned me that it was a really disgusting movie. Because it was about rapists. And she said that she was one of the girls that were raped so I didn't look forward to see her getting hurt, but I promised her to watch it and I keep my promises. Ray came closer to me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders and laid his head against mine. We then sat there in quiet and watched on the movie. And when Dom came up on the screen, bloody and destroyed my heart completely broke. It's just a movie. I thought for myself. Yeah maybe but this was not funny to watch on. When I started to get worried Ray noticed it. So he started to kiss my neck and I didn't enjoy it. But I let him do it anyways so I was rolling back a bit so I gave him more space to kiss my neck. Then he slowly kissed me from my neck to my shoulders, chest, cheeks and then lips. I didn't want this but what do I have to loose. Kat, don't be a boring wife now. Just play on.
We were kissing for a while and he started to put his hands under my shirt. He tried to rip it off and I was letting him. Suddenly, my phone started to ring.
"Ray, get off" I said when I realized when my phone was ringing. Maybe it is Dominique! I tried to push him away but he was still very much on me. I then rolled over really fast and he was no longer on me.
"It's Dominique" I said with a slightly smile.
"And I'm not more important than her?" He said and sighed. Gosh, I was tired of his attitude.
"I'll be right back" I said and walked upstairs so we could talk.
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K: "Hi Dom!"D: "Hey you..."
K: "How are you, love?"
D: "I'm fine. Thanks for asking"
K: "Dom, please don't lie to me. You can tell me everything and I'll be right behind you, you know that right?"
D: *sigh* "okay... Life sucks, Kat"
That is not alike Dom at all. She's always this sun shining sun flower without any negative thoughts. Or if so, she always finds a way out from them. So this made me so worried. My beautiful Dominique feels hopeless.
K: "Don't say that"
D: "It really does, Kat. It really does"
K: "Please tell me what's going on"
D: "I... ugh. I have already told Melanie, Emily, Tim and everyone else. You're the last"
K: "Why do you tell me last?"
D: "Because you will be the hardest one to tell, and I'm not sure if I wanna find out your reaction"
K: "Stop with the clues, tell me"
D: "I can't go home from Brazil, ever"
This can't be true. I need to see her. I need her comfort by my side, her hugs and her beautiful words. She needs to come home.
K: "Ha ha, really funny..."
D: "I'm so sorry. *crying*"
K: "Dommie, are you crying?"
D: "Yeah... Silly, huh?"
K: "Absolutely not. But please don't cry, it really breaks my heart... But why are you not coming home?"
D: "Just so you know, this came as a surprise to me so I still can't believe that it's true. But... I have cancer. A really deadly one. And the nurses and the doctors are not helping me and they are not letting me fly home"
Dominique... Have cancer...? No. It can't be true. We are supposed to be reunited in 2 weeks. I am supposed to give her a big hug and a kiss on her cheek, because I have missed her so badly. What am I gonna do?
D: "Kat? Are you here?"
K: "Yeah... Um, sorry"
It was quiet for some minutes and all I could hear was Dominique's calm breaths. Which made me calm as well. I didn't know what to say. I was speechless. My absolutely best friend, the most adorable person in the whole wide world is not coming back to me. I won't see her anymore, ever.
D: "So... That's what I wanted to tell you. I understand if you don't wanna talk to me anymore. Goodby-"
K: "No, no, no. Wait.. Please"
K: "There has to be a way. You can't stay there for the rest of your life, with suffering, without help"
D: "I won't be there forever. They are saying that I only have 3 weeks left. Then I don't know where I'm going"
K: "What's that supposed to mean?"
D: "Maybe I'm going to heaven... To God's place. *laughs* maybe I become a bug or a grass, like you said when you were a kid"
K: "Please Dom, stop it. Don't say that, you won't die. I promise you"
D: "That's what the doctors said. Whatever Kat... Maybe it's just for the best"
K: "How can you even have that thought in your mind? You are SO special. So many people loves you and you are one of the most important person in the whole world. I love you Dominique... very much and, I- I don't wanna loose you. I can't, I can't and I won't. I'm coming to Brazil"
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Author's note:
Hii!So sorry for bad update and this chapter sucks. It's only a conversation between Dom and Kat buuuut. It feels like I'm over the line? I don't wanna worry you that Dom really is sick, it's just. I actually had this dream that Dom got sick so I wanted to write it. I hope that it's not too bad.
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