i just wanna tell you

Prom

Im not going to lie. It was the  worst experince in my life. I had to constantly fight my anxiety and depression while trying not to let my negative aura fly out so all my friends have a good night. I tried to take a day off of work that day but people kept calling me. I hate working on my day off. Everyone wants to deal with me at the same day i promised someone i will come to this stupid event.  But im sitting here going through a mental breakdown cause all these things going down hill relationship falling apart, someone else parent kick them out, added on to social awkwardness. I froze up and just sat there with a angry face to look like im mad at something so i wont cry out there. i was so happy seeing all my friends dance and being happy though. it was nice seeing everyone i care about at rest and at peace. I even care for that mean girlfriend of yours. lol. I do hate the way you got mad at me cause im like my momma and dont like pictures so we mean mug the picture. Now if you were at cam house we would of had a whole photo shoot. but ehh it was horrible.