My Final Walk

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And I fear I've done something unspeakable.

And I don't know
when I go back,
if that table will be full
or if I will sit there alone.

I don't know if my hands should be full of love
Or
If I should keep working
in my studio.
Machinery rather than flesh wrapping around me.

I don't know if I should hide
from you.
Are you going to hide
from me?

How did this happen.
Once I spoke about love with you
and now I write this in fear of you
Confrontation is never your style,
so I don't know why
I wait for a roar to leave you.

But know this girl.
Silence makes me walk
and every hour that now passes

I'm on my way
A heavy heart in my chest

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