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chapter 5

I open my eyes slowly and they are so heavy and painful. All I see is blurry and foggy. I hear a loud female voice say "she's finally awake, we should call the doctor."

I finally can see clearly and it was my mom's voice that spoke. Mom was sitting next to me on the bed as I was laying flat on the bed.
I turn my head and see dad standing behind mom all this time.

"We should call the doctor my daughter is not fine at all." Mom says while holding my face roughly and irritatingly. She looks devastated,

I hear a loud male voice at the door "Vanessa what happened!" I moved my head to see whose at the door.

It was my brother he has a worried expression on his face. He runs towards me whose still laying on the bed feeling weak..

Everybody had a worried look on their face but my dad had a rather stern look on his face.

My mom once again suggests the idea of me going to the hospital.
"She should be taken to the hospital right now."

Dad looks at me then says, "no she's fine she just had a bad day."

Daniel says while starring straight at me "she's stressed maybe because of school and the pressure you're giving her to go to Harvard university." He glares at dad as he says.

I didn't say anything and just watched them all talk.
Mom stands up and faces dad then says, "hope what you're saying is true and she's alright because if anything happens to her." She doesn't finish her sentence and now says, "Let's leave her alone."

Dad walks out first with his hands in his pockets then Daniel follows, "Good night honey." Mom says  and walks towards my bedroom door "sleep tight." She says then shuts the door.

Wait it's already night time.
I must have fainted for a long period of time.

I sit straight still feeling weak and angry. I'm still very angry. I'm boiling in anger and regret.

I get off the bed and walk towards my bag then grab my diary.
Yes guys I have a diary that I write all my dreams and desires. I write my feelings and my thoughts.

I grab a pen then walk towards my bed and sit with my diary in my hands.

I write everything that's happened today.

I ask my diary a very crucial question. Should I or shouldn't I. I close my diary then put it back in my bag then go to sleep.

It's morning already and i woke up feeling much better compared to yesterday. I'm not weak anymore and I'm more energized.

By the way I'm still angry at my dad for the lies and deception.

I go to the bathroom and take a quick bath. The question I asked my diary last night I finally got the answer. I get dressed quickly, I wear a black Jean and a yellow hoddie with yellow sneakers. I'm not dressed to kill. I quickly go to my dad's office in the far end of the hallway and it's at the balcony.

When I enter his office he looks normal like we never had an argument yesterday.

He notices me and says "good morning Vanessa."
He thinks I'll let it slide just like that. what game is he trying to play. He payed a guy who I knew from childhood to be my so called boyfriend. I don't even understand why?

I walk towards his table with books and papers filled on it. He stands from his chair and before he said what he wanted to say I interrupt him. I ask him calmly, "why'd you pay Ben to be my boyfriend?"

He stares at me and says, "we're still with that situation." I node my head agreeing, i want to know because I was very curious. He doesn't reply and just stares at me quietly.