I love you still |✔|Editions

chaper 4

We walk for a few minutes, I seriously tried to control my tears but I couldn't and I was crying so badly. I'm walking a few steps ahead of Greg and just ignoring him. He notices my tears then runs towards me and holds my hand while looking at me quietly.

I remove his hand away from mine and continue walking completely ignoring him again. He tries to talk to me but I avoid any conversion with him.

we reach in a park, the park was not crowded. It only had a few people walking around and some having a picnic.

I guess Greg couldn't take my silence and shouts, "I can't take this silence talk to me!"

When I'm sad I avoid any contact with anybody. I wanna be alone.

I walk fast and was ahead of Greg.
He walks straight to me and looks me in the eyes...

"His stupid." He says while looking at me.I nod my head and agree. Greg says sadly, " you know I'm at fault here, it's all my fault and now your relationship is all over." I say while shaking my head slowly, "no it's not your fault, you just helped Bens true character unwrap, you actually helped me realize I was dating an asshole all this time. Thank you Greg." I say then continue to walk. Greg follows me while shaking his hand. He must me hurt from punching Ben so hard. I ask Greg "are you alright or are you hurt?"

Even though me and Greg weren't really friends. I still cared for people who help me and who are good, he doesn't seem like the bad type.

He smiles then says "I'm good don't worry."

I was tired of walking and standing so I go and sit on a wooden bench that's just in the center of the park.

Greg follows me and sits next to me..

I was still crying, I'm so damaged inside because my own father who I completely trust betrayed me.

Before he could speak I interrupted him and Say, "don't involve yourself in any of my personal issues."

I really meant it and wanted him not to be involved.He laughed really loud then asks, "why not?"

I say really fast "because it's not your business and I'm just your torture that's all so-" Greg cuts me...

He says really loud "we friends now Vanessa! Friends help each other out, also I'm like at fault here. He caught me with you."

When he says that I was left speechless and shocked, actually I'm flattered.

Nobody ever wanted to be my friend. I've never had a real friend and for Greg to want to be my friend it was really meant a lot.

He wants to be friends with a girl like me.

First of all his handsome and popular and second of all I was really mean. I've been really hard on him since we met that day.

I didn't reply to what he said.

Two drops of rain drop on my face. Greg looks at me and says "it's gonna rain."

The drops turn into showers. We start looking for shelter. This park has no small house or any kind of shelter. I see a huge tree, "Let's go under that tree before the rain increase." I say to Greg. We run under the tree as the rain increased. Even though being under this tree is the dumbest thing I've ever done.

Today was the worst day of my life.
First Of all I find out secrets and now I'm socking wet.

Even though we stood under the tree the rain was so strong that it reached us.

The rains reduce.
I was feeling cold and shaking. Greg says, "let's go to my car." We quickly head to his car which is at the school parking lot.