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Jimin POV:

This is just a waste of time.

I stayed seated in the bench for a while.

I rolled my eyes and started walking back to the hotel.

I opened the door and walked in.

"Where have you been?!" Asked Jungkook.

I ignored him and walked towards the kitchen and grabbed some soju.

"It's 2am." Jungkook said.

In the counter, I grabbed the bottle of alcohol.

"Go to sleep Kookie. You need to rest." I Said as  I walked towards the couch with the drinks.

"I'm not going anywhere." He said as he crossed his hands.

I sat down and opened the bottle of alcohol.

I served myself some and started drinking.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked me as he sat next to me

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"What's wrong with you?" He asked me as he sat next to me.

"Ha, everything is wrong with me. My girl finally decided to leave me. I am here like a lost dog. I am broken but that is what an asshole like me deserves" I Said as I laughed.

"Hwasa is a tough woman and that's why I love her." I Said as I smiled while drinking.

"You met her huh?" Jungkook Asked.

"Yeah and she didn't look affected by it. She seemed chill about the whole situation. From us two, I am a bigger bitch than a bitch."  I Said.

"Have you ever listen to her and her struggles?" He asked me.

"Nah And I'm mad that I didn't. We could of had a better relationship but I ruined it." I Said as I covered my face.

"All these years, she was always there for me but I wasn't." I said as tears started running.

"People like me shouldn't be allowed marry someone that perfect." I said as I continued drinking.

"Don't blame yourself Jimin." He said as he rubbed my back.

"I don't want to admit anything I had done to her. My biggest fear was her leaving me and that is what she did but I am proud of her." I said smiling.

"I'm just a stupid guy. I lost the girl who everyone wants. All the time I tried to keep her to myself, it caused our relationship to be more distant." I Said as I brushed my hair.

"It's all because a stupid thought." I Said as I drank more.

"I'm not going to lie, you did lose a wonderful woman. But we know she loves you. Even if y'all not together, she will always be here to support you. She will never hate you. Hate is a strong word." Jungkook said as he took the cup out of my hand and placed it on the table.

"If you truly love her, don't neglect her. Do whatever it takes to get her back. It will be hard but you will get her. Fight for the person you love before it's late. Just be strong Jimin. You will have her. You have a heart. You will be the old Jimin. A loving and Caring guy." He said.

"Thank you for not hating me Jeon Jungkook. I've done so many things." I Said looking at him.

"I will never hate you. You made mistakes in your life but you will change that. Don't ever be self conscious of yourself. Just be yourself with her." He said and smiled.

I smiled.

I will gain Hwasa back.

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