"This has been happening for a long time and I can't take this anymore." I said as I rubbed my hair in frustration.
"What the hell is he doing at 3 am?" I said.
I heard the door open.
I quickly stood up and walked towards the door.
"You finally decided to arrive." I said as I looked at him.
I could smell the alcohol in him.
"What do you want woman." He said as he walked toward the living room.
He could barely walk.
"You know damn well what I want, I need explanations." I said as I followed him.
He sat down.
"Where were you?"I asked him seriously.
He just laughed.
"That's funny." He said.
"You think this is funny? Where were you!" I said as I grabbed the collar of his sweatshirt.
I looked at his neck. A purple spot.
"YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME!" I said as I let go of his sweatshirt.
"Who gave you that hickey? Is it that girl?" I asked him angrily.
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"This is what I get for being a fool." I said.
He just looked at me with a smirk.
He bit his lip and looked at the other way.
"So you are not going to say anything?" I asked him.
"There is nothing important to tell you." He said without looking at me.
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"If you keep cheating on me, why don't we get a divorce. That is something that will make us both happy." I said as I turned around to leave.
But when I was about to leave, he grabbed my wrist and turned me around.
"You know that we are not getting divorce. So, just stop dreaming about it." he said to me while looking at me straight into my eyes.
"I don't care. One day, I'll be a proud woman who divorced you." I said as I forcefully got out of his grip.
"What idea came into your head and said ," Hey let me cheat on my wife once again!"?" I said to him.
"You are just crazy Park Jimin. C-R-A-Z-Y!" I finished saying.
I started walking towards the room and closed the door.
"For sure I'm not sleeping with that asshole." I mumbled.
I got some extra blankets and pillows and made myself a little bed on the floor.
I layed down.
"Don't worry Ahn Hyejin, you will be free one day." I said as I felt tears running down.
"But What am I going to do?!" I Said as I put the covers over me.
"I don't hate you and I will never hate you."
*End of flashback*
"Hwasa, wake up." I heard someone say while shaking my shoulder.
I slowly opened my eyes.
"Are you okay? I heard you crying." Said Simon.
"Oh, I am sorry for waking you up." I said as I bowed my head down.
"Hey, don't be sorry." he said as he lifted my head up to look at him.
With his thumb, he cleaned my tears.
"Bad dream?" He asked.
I nodded.
"You can talk to me about it." He asked me as he walked towards the bed and patted the empty side of the bed.
I walked towards the empty spot and sat down.
"Are you okay?" he asked me worried.
"I'm fine. I remembered something from the past but everything is fine. I think I just got a little bit sentimental." I said as I quietly laughed.
"I am just remembering all my experiences." I said as I sighed and laid down.
He followed.
"umm." He said as he nodded.
"Sometimes it seems like, like there ain't nothing left. Sometimes I feel like, I'm just wasting my breath. Sometimes it seems like, like there ain't nothing left. No matter how hard I try, I just. I can't seem to get away, I can't seem to get away. They said I'm just an angel with broken wings. And we living just to die, chasing hopeless dreams. No matter how hard I try, I just." I said as tears started to form.
Don't cry Ahn Hyejin.
"I say "fuck love", cause what's love when they don't love you back." I Said as I looked at him.
"Love is something beautiful. Don't let some change that." He said.
"For example, when my ex-girlfriend and I broke up, I though that love was never real. But then I realized that there are a lot of new opportunities to find someone you will truly love." He said to me.
I looked at him and smiled.
"Hey, have someone ever told you that you have a gorgeous smile." Said Simon as he looked at me and playfully touched my chin.
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"Ha, stop it, you are too nice." I said laughing as I looked at the ceiling.
"You are a beautiful woman Hwasa." He said.
"Thank you Simon. Thank you for always being here to cheer me on when I'm having a bad day. Thank you for making me feel proud of myself." I Said as I turned to look at him and gave him a hug.
He smiled at me and hugged me back.
"See you in the morning." I Said as I slowly closed my eyes.
