Gaslight 1 + 2 |Park Jimin & Hwasa|

A

Hwasa POV:

I sighed.

"Well, that is how life works. Thank you guys for listening to me." I said and smiled.

"Alright" I said as I clapped my hands.

"I'm going to go to my studio, if you need me, i'll be there" I said and smiled.

I start walking towards my studio.

I opened the door and walked towards the computers.

I sat down and turned on the computer.

I heard a knock.

"It's open." I said as I look for the instrumental.

"I see that you are still working." I heard someone say.

I chuckled.

"You know me so well Gray." I said as I found the file.

I turned around and to look.

Simon, Gray, Jay, and Loco were there.

"Oh, y'all here." I said smiling.

"Of course we're here." Loco said as he hugged me.

"How are you feeling baby?" Simon said as kissed my cheek.

"I feel great." I said.

"What was the reason?" I heard Jay ask.

I looked at him.

"What do you mean?" I asked him.

"You talking about your life. What was the real reason?" He asked me.

I lifted my eyebrow.

"I gave my reason." I said as I stood up from my chair.

"You know damn well that wasn't the full reason." He said.

"JAY!!" said Simon as he looked at Jay.

"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?" Gray asked.

"SHE DOESN'T NEED A REASON." Loco said.

"Guy's calm down." I said as I tried to calm them down.

I looked back at Jay.

I chuckled and shook my head.

"Do you want to know the real reason? Well let me tell you and give you a preview about another little piece of myself. Y'all should never push your faith into someone else's hands. That's one thing I learned from a late and new plans. You gotta fall back and do you, that's first and fore mostly. I blast a lot of people and i'm glad that they are out of the picture. I'm just letting you guys know my life, not because I want y'all pity, but for you guys not to do the same mistake. I've been through a lot of shit. A few minutes ago, I just said the beginning of my life. Everyone, even my family knows me by a happy Hwasa, but they don't know the real me. I've been dealing with different thoughts that haunts me every single day. Sometimes I get drunk in order to get away from the life i'm living. People expect a lot from me, but I can't." I said as tears started running.

"That's why I told you guys part of my life. I've been keeping a lot from you guys that it hurts me. I don't know what's happening to me. These past few months, i've been screwed." I said as I cleaned my tears.

Jay came up to me and hugged me.

I immediately broke down crying as I hugged him.

"Why did I turn out like this? Why am I miserable?" I said crying.

He caressed my cheek.

"Hey, you are a wonderful woman. You stress yourself a lot. I'll always be here if you need help." He said as he continued to hug me.