Hwasa POV:
I parked outside the company.
I took a deep breath and got out of the car and started walking towards the building.
I slowly opened the door and started walking towards my studio.
"Hello Ms. Hyejin." Said a familiar voice.
I turned around.
"Ahh, Hello Simon." I said smiling.
"What are you doing at this time?" he asked me.
"I just have to get things out of my mind. And you know, my favorite place to relax is in my studio." I said and smiled.
"I get you.... Is it okay if I come along?" He asked me.
"You are always welcome to come along." I said.
"Come on." I said as I grabbed his hand and dragged him to my Studio.
I opened the door of my studio and entered.
"You are welcome to sit anywhere you want. My refrigerator is there if you want something." I said as I let go of his hand.
"Thank you." He said smiling as he sat down in my small bed.
I sat down in my chair and started to look for the instrumentals to send the guys.
"Are you still working on your album? I thought you were finished?" He asked me.
"I'm some what finished. I wanted to collaborate with BTS so I asked them If they could and they said yes. So right now, I'm sending them the instrumentals. Hopefully I can get these new versions on time." I said as I was looking through the files.
"Ahn Hyejin, You are a hard working woman. You deserve happiness, love, and support." He said.
"Aww, thank you my SSam D." I said as I finished sending the members the instrumental.
"I have something to show you." Said Simon.
"What is it?" I asked as I turned around to see him.
"Just prepare yourself for this attack." He said as he prepared himself.
"Let me see." I said as I lifted my right eyebrow.
"SHY, SHY, SHY." he said while doing is adorable aegyo.
"OMG, DID I JUST EXPERIENCE THE CUTENESS OF SIMON DOMINIC?! Why are you so adorableeeee." I said laughing while clapping my hands.
"Anything for you." He said as he smiled at me.
"Well...Thank you." I said as I flipped my hair.
"So, what time are you leaving?" he asked me.
"I still don't know.. Maybe I'll be sleeping here for tonight." I said while looking the the clock.
"Oh, hey.. If you want to talk about things that are bothering you, you can always talk to me." He said while looking at me.
I got up from the chair and walked towards the small refrigerator to get a drink.
I walked toward Simon and handed him a drink and I sat down in my bed next to him.
"Thank you." he said.
"No problem." I said.
We stayed quiet for a while.
I decided to talk.
"Have you ever felt that you weren't good enough for someone? or for yourself? Like, I've done nothing but to try to be positive for these few years I can't get that out of my head. I tried to distract myself from this feeling but it always pops into my mind. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to be happier. I just want to feel free from this world." I asked him while looking at him.
"You are good enough. Nobody is perfect in this world. Just put yourself before anyone else. A way you can release all of your emotions is writing lyrics. This can help you a lot. Whoever tells you that you aren't good enough, they don't now what they are talking about. You are one of the most confident women I've known. You deserve respect because not all women's are at the same level as you. You are a powerful woman. You are Hwasa. You are Ahn Hyejin." He said while looking at me worried.
"Now that I'm able to talk about it, I feel relief from everything. I'm thankful to have you in my life. You are a strong guy SSam D and don't let anyone change that. Thank you for listening to me and understanding the struggles I have." I said as turned around and took a sip from my drink.
I looked in the corner of my eye and saw him looking at the ground with a smile while opening his drink.
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Gaslight 1 + 2 |Park Jimin & Hwasa|
Fanfic" I can be your lady, I'm a woman. I'm a motherfucker but they got a problem." ↳ [ 𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙀𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙙 ]