Love Will Remember {Sequel to ATB}

Chapter 4

Peter has a worried look on his face. Why? It's not like he's the one who's about talk about their painful past. I exhale a bit too loud, and he leans over the table.

"Ok, my past relationship only lasted, about three days. Nathan cheated on me. I saw it all happen right in front of me." I try to hold the tears, as the vivid image comes back to my mind. "I walked in on him getting a blow job. And then I beat the girl, she was carried off. After I was finished with her, I punched Nathan twice. Time went by, I didn't see him for two months. The last time I saw him was at graduation. I let him explain what had happened that day. But that didn't stop me from leaving. I was done with him." I say without any tears. I'm proud of myself for not crying. This is a good sign right? I haven't cried over Nathan in so long. I meet Peter's gaze, but can't read his expression. Fuck this is why I didn't want to say anything. "Say something please."

"Wow, I now I know not to cheat on you." he laughs. He's laughing? Thank goodness. "How did he not know you were there?" I asked myself that question too.

"I don't know to be honest." I shrug.

"What about that Zayn guy. How was that relationship?" Oh boy this one is the hardest one to talk about. I don't think I'll ever not cry telling this one.

"You really want to know." I can't hide the pain in voice. He nods, and I know I can't get out of this one.

"Fine. Please just listen. And don't judge me ok." I say the same words I said to Nathan. "Here we go." I breath.

"I was sixteen, and stupid. My parents and I went on a small vacation to Malibu. That's where I met him, he was everything every girl wanted in a guy. Good looking, his eyes were just amazing. His hair was what made me like him almost instantly. He asked if I was waiting for someone, I said no. And he introduced himself. His accent was the deal sealer."

"What was it?" he asks just like Nathan did.

"It was british. But yeah, we talked for sometime. He asked for my number, like the dumbass that I was or am still I gave it to him. The next day he texted me if I wanted to hang out. I said yes, he came over we watched a movie." I pause, and take a big breath because I know the next part is the hardest to say. "We went back Las Vegas. He kept contact with me, he would visit me. Two months after meeting we started to date."

"Like me and you?" I nod.

"Yeah, I would sneak around Vegas with him cause my parents didn't like him. But I loved him, I had it all. I had a sexy guy by my side, my friends were jealous of me, and I thought he loved me. I felt on top of the world at sixteen. I know stupid huh? On our anniversary, he made me lie to my parents, I said that I was going on a school trip. We drove out to Malibu, to his parents old house. And that night was one of the most terrible nights of my life." I stop before I begin to sob. He looks at me and frowns. I feel my bottom lip start to tremble. Peter pushes back his chair and motions me to sit on his lap, and I do.

"Go on love."

"That night, I lost my virginity." Peter hold me against his chest, almost like Nathan did when I told him. "Zayn was everything, but gentle. He force me to give him oral, I didn't know how. So he told me how, and I followed every single of his orders. After that he gave me pleasure." I look at Peter, and his has a more serious look on his beautiful face now. "Then we had sex, he was so rough, the pain was something I can't describe. I knew it was going to be painful, because it was my first time, but he had no self-control. I tried to tell him to stop, because he said if it got too much for me to handle to just tell him. I did, more than once. I cried out in pain, but he misunderstood it for a cry in pleasure." Peter wipes the tears that are running down my cheeks. I knew I wasn't going to able to tell him without crying. I open my mouth to continue, but he stops me.

"I've heard enough. I see this is way too painful for you to talk about." he kisses my forehead.

I shake my head. "No, I have to tell you everything." I whimper. "After that when I woke up the next morning I was bruised, and sore. I couldn't even tell you how I manage to get up. Once he woke up, he got dressed and told me to get dressed, because he wanted to get me home soon. He didn't bother to ask if I was ok. When we got back to Vegas, he became more distant, he didn't call me as much, everytime we saw each other he made me feel small. He would use the fact that he took my virginity against me. Saying that he was my owner, he said no one would ever love me because he took the only thing I had that had value. After that he begin to abuse me physically." I sob, Peter hold me tighter against him. I nuzzle in the crook of his neck, and close my eyes.

"Gwen, please don't say another word." He rubs my back. I look up at him, and if I can see through my tears it looks like he has watery eyes. The only person who cried when I told them was Brie. Seeing someone else like this makes me feel bad. I don't want others to cry. I hug him tighter, and try to calm down.

"What can I tell you." He whispers. I shake my head.

"Nothing, I don't want you to tell me anything. Just hug me." I wrap my hands around his neck.

"He was wrong." I pull back and furrow my brow.

"What?"

"About someone not being able to love you. Because I do." he plants a soft kiss on my lips. I cup his face, and deepen the kiss. He tilts my head back, and I'm lost in the kiss. I tangle my fingers in his hair, and tug at it. He groans. I can't do this now. I need more time. It's not right, it's too soon. I hear the door open and pull back quickly. I see my mom standing on the doorway. Oh this is weird.

"Sweetheart where is the bathroom?" she asks all sleepy. I smile and get up off of Peters lap.

I show her where it is, and head back to the balcony. I don't sit back on his lap, but on my chair.

"So you still want to know what your mom told me?" he smiles. I nod. I mentally thank him for changing the subject. "She said that when you were little, you would bring random people over to your house. Just so they can talk to her." I cover my face. Ok at least it's not one of the more embarrassing stories. "Why did you want to know so badly?" he ask.

"Just cause. I thought they told you something else." I smile.

"There are more stories?"

"Oh babe, there are a lot more. But sadly you won't know them." I smirk.

"Babe, I'll get them out of you soon. Or I can just ask your mom. She doesn't seem mind me asking questions." He smirks back at me.

"You wouldn't dare." I smile and narrow my eyes at him. He gives me his try me look. And I know he will definitely ask my mom.

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AN: I know this chapter was boring, but the next one might start to put the puzzle together.

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