Love Will Remember {Sequel to ATB}

Chapter 15

We eat, talk about my time so far in London, and of course more about my engagement. I ask Brie about her engagement, and she gushes about how Anthony went all out. He took her out to the high roller, and then went to dinner at the top of the Stratosphere.

After that we all call it a night, and Nathan comes with me back home. I park outside, and run inside, to get my suitcase that I haven’t unpacked. Once I get everything, I rush back to the car, and drive off.

Two hours into the drive Nathan, starts to talk. He’s been sleeping all the time, which I don’t mind, he’s so cute.

“So those bloody dresses, when are you going to try them on?” I laugh.

“I don’t think I want to try on dresses. But I have to for Peter. He’s insisting that I do soon. Can you come with me?” I ask. I know it’s pushing the boundary asking him to come along, but I want his opinion on the dress.

“Are you asking me to see you try on wedding dresses, when I’m not even the groom?”

“Yes?”

“Ok fine, but only because I love you, and I get to chose what you’ll wear.” He smiles.

“It’s my wedding not yours.”

“Do you have to kill my mood?” he frowns. Fuck once again I kill the mood. I don’t answer back

Two hours later we arrive at the same cabana Nathan had gotten for us back for spring break. This place brings back so many memories. Nathan gets out of the car, and gets my suitcase. I notice that he didn’t bring his with him.

“Nath, where are your bags?” I ask as we walk towards the cabana, after getting the key. He looks at me and his eyes give him away. He owns this place!

“I don’t need, any bags. It’s my cabana.” He shyly smiles. I raise a brow at him. He has to be kidding. How does he come up with all this money?

“Are you sure you work as a nurse?” I need to know that he does, cause he sure as hell doesn’t live like one.

“Yes. Look when I was younger I worked and ended up getting a lot of money. Now drop it.” He snaps. Well then. He opens the door, and I walk straight into the room. I really didn’t mean to upset him, but now the way he answered me made me upset. I close the door behind me, and this reminds me of when I came back from my run. I did the same exact thing. I locked him out.

“Gwen, open the door. I’m tired and I just want to cuddle.” he sounds like a little kid. I sit down on the bed, and put my face in my hands. Was this even a good idea? Probably not, but I know I won’t regret it. “Gwen, seriously open the fucking door.” and he’s back to being mean. I open the door and walk past him. If he’s going to be rude, then I’m just going out for a walk. He grabs a hold of my arm, and pulls me towards him. “I’m sorry if my tone was rude, I just don’t like talking about that.” he mutters. I nod, and shake his hand off my arm.

I sit down by shore, and just look out into the ocean. It’s calm, and it’s perfect for me to clear my mind even more. The sound of the waves crashing onto the shore, is one of my favorite sounds. It brings me peace. And let me tell you I need peace right now. It’s been what forty eight hours since I’ve been engaged, and I still can’t come to terms with that. I’m making someone happy, by being unhappy. The best part is that he doesn’t even know, I’m unhappy.

I feel Nathan sit down next to me, he sighs heavily, and looks at me. I keep my gaze out on the ocean. This silence is very welcomed, I don’t feel like talking. All I want to do right now is cry. It seems like crying is all I do as of late. And it feels good to cry, I get out all of my anger out. I don’t even know why I feel anger.