Love Will Remember {Sequel to ATB}

Chapter 11

AN: So this chapter has sexual content. If you don't feel comfortable reading smut then I suggest you skip this chapter. Also I DON'T write these kind of chapters so please keep that in mind. 

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He takes no time to respond to the kiss. This kiss is like the one at hospital, hungry. I can feel the need in this kiss. His hands start, grope every part of my body. To be quite honest I've never felt so turned on. And this is wrong on so many levels. But like I've said I couldn't give a fuck.

I rock my hips slowly. I start setting a rhythm, he buckles his hips.

"Keep still Nath." I say in between kisses as I go down his abdomen. He's been working out bit. I run my tongue through his barely there abs. I get to the band of his boxers, and I run my tongue across the top of it. As I pull his boxers down, he groans. I see his member spring free. And I smile to myself. Oh this time it's going to be much much better.

"I mean it keep still." I say as I take hold of his length, and he hisses. I begin to pump dreadfully slow, I lean over and softly kiss his lips. His arms snake around my back, and unclasp my bra. It falls down my arms, to my wrists. Nathan hands then move to my breast, and he begins to roll my nipple between his thumb and forefinger.   

“Oh fuck” I moan against his lips. He bites my bottom lip and groans. I need him inside of me now! I straddle him, he takes his length, and line it up with my entrance. I sink down, and groan. F.uck. The fullness is exquisite. I lean forward and place my hands my on my headboard, I begin to move slow and steady.

Nathan’s groans, and I pick up the pace, Nathan meets halfway and bounces me up.

“You like that don’t you.” he growls as he bounces me up again. I moan in response. “Answer me.”

“F.uck yes I like it.” I cry out.

“Gwen, babe. I came back to spend the night.” Oh shit. Nathan and I freeze. What? No! This is what I get for fucking around, literally. I look down at Nathan and bring my index finger to my lips. He nods, then pulls out of me and I frown. I guess we’re going to have finish this some other time.

“Are you awake?” Peter calls out again. Damn it Peter! If I don’t answer he might leave right? I hear him getting closer and closer to my bedroom door. What do I do? I jump out of bed and walk out. That's all I can do.

"Hey babe." I smile at him. He looks at me and his eyes widen. I look at down and I'm naked. Fuck! How do I play this off?

"Why are you?" He points at me.

"What? Can't a girl sleep naked?" I raise a brow at him. He nods with his mouth open.

"So can I… Uhh.. S-stay the night?" He can't even speak right. I shrug and motion my head at the guest room next to my bedroom. He shakes his head. Please make him leave god. I've never wanted him out of place more than now. I close my eyes, and sigh. He's going to find out eventually. I turn around and open my bedroom door.

"You know what. I better just head home again. I'm sorry babe." He says turning me around and kissing my forehead. The damn guilt I feel right now is not good. I feel like crying. How can I do something to this beautiful, sweet, loving man? He turns around and walks out of the apartment. I frown and walk back in my room. Nathan is still gloriously naked on my bed. But my mood has changed and I don't feel like continuing what we started. Even though I said I could.

"Is he gone?" Nathan looks at me. I nod and get back into bed. "Umm babe you're in the wrong spot." He points to his still erect member. I shake my head. "I feel like shit." I whisper as I cuddle next to him.