Love Will Remember {Sequel to ATB}

Second Ending

AN: So this just picks up from where she gets the call :)

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I mouth love you to Nathan as he turns and he smiles at me. I don’t think I want to risk someone seeing me, plus I don’t feel comfortable because Nathan doesn’t know.

“I can’t tonight, I’m not feeling well.”

“That’s fine Gwen, I know how pregnancy can be.” I smile, shit this is the last time I’m getting pregnant that’s for sure. “Well I’ll let you rest.” We say our goodbyes and hang up. I walk into the kitchen again, cause I’m hungry. I never seem to get enough food in my system. I can eat over ten times a day, and it would seem as if I didn’t even eat anything the whole day. These girls are going to be chubby when they are born.

After I finish eating, I clean up my mess and head to my room, this is going to be long a night. I hate not having Nathan with me. I honestly don’t know why he couldn’t just said no. But I guess I have to put up with it. I hope he doesn’t have to work the night shift when I go into labor, or I will kill him for sure.

I take a shower, and when I get out I stand in front of my mirror. My body has changed so much, it’s ridiculous how two tiny babies can do this much change. My boobs were already big, now they’re just enormous. I wonder if they are going to want to drink breast milk. Does it even taste good? I should taste it, I do spill a bit why not. Maybe Nathan should..

My ass got bigger, and Nathan loves the changes. He says there is more to grab onto. I hate when he says that, cause then it makes me feel bad. Maybe he doesn’t like my regular body? But either way, I'm happy with how look, well it depends how I wake up. Sometimes I wake up with crazy hormone levels, and I make my own day hell. Other times I wake ok, and ending up making Nathan’s day hell.

I head over to my bed just wearing my ridiculously hideous bra, that Nathan bought for me. That’s what I get for letting me buy my undergarments. Actually it’s really not his fault either, pregnancy things aren’t very nice. The only good thing, is the maternity wear. I can get away with mostly everything.

I lay down, and set my phone next to me just in case Nathan calls. Which I doubt he will. If he was called in it’s because the trauma department was full. Meaning he won’t even have a break, to check on me. God I’m so needy.

I’m woken up when my phone begins to ring, and I see Peters name flash across my screen. Why is he calling me so early or late at night? I answer, and he sounds like he’s breathing way to fast.

“Hello?” I answer sleepily

“Gwen get down to the hospital fast.” his voice is shakey

“Why?”

“It’s Nathan.” he says before I hear him hang up. Nathan? I get out of bed as fast as I can, and get dressed. I look at the clock before I walk out and it’s barely two am. I groan, and rush out of my place.

I walk in the front of the hospital, and I head for trauma, that’s where I’m guessing they would be. I walk past a couple of doctors, then I see Peter. I tap his shoulder, and he turns around, I see blood is covering his scrubs. And that’s where I begin to panic. What’s happened? His eyes go straight to my stomach, and his eyes go wide.

“Woah, you’re pregnant?”

“No I just gained weight.” I roll my eyes. “Why are you covered with blood?” I ignore his glances at my belly. He steps to the side, and I feel like whole world has stop. I look at Peter, and back in the room. Tears brim my eyes the more I look in the room.

“What happened?” I whisper.

“He was shot multiple times.” he turns to look at Nathan, and he has a tube in mouth. “He’s on life support.” he rubs his face, then puts his hands by his waist. When I hear those words leave his mouth, I feel like I’ve been stabbed. Life support. I rush to his side, I push past doctors and nurses. I need to be my mans side. He’s practically lifeless, only these machines are keeping him alive. I take his hand in mine, and kiss it.