Love Will Remember {Sequel to ATB}

Chapter 10

“Please let go of me.” I try to say in a stern voice, but my voice betrays me.

“It’s been a long time.” He whispers. I get chills down my spine.

“Not long enough.” I say trying to get out of his hold. Where is Nathan when I need him? He’s always following me?

“I didn’t know you knew the Sykes.” He says spinning me around. Please god, make Nathan come out or something. I don’t answer back, I just keep looking at Nathan’s door hoping he comes out. Isn’t he always stalking me? Then where is he? Zayn starts to get closer to me, and I feel like my heart is about to pop out of my chest. Christ please make him leave.

“I’ve missed you, you know.” he says running the tip of his nose down my neck. I feel like throwing up "Your skin is as soft as I remember it being." He kisses the base of my neck.

"Get off me" I try to push him of me, but fail. He's far too strong. His hands start to wonder around my thighs. That's it there is only one thing to do.

"Nathan!" I scream. He has to come out. He has to hear me.

"Nathan help me!" I cry out. I hear his door burst open.

"Get the fuck off her" Nathan pulls him off me. I slide down my door. Nathan throws Zayn against the elevator door.

"Don't you ever come near her again. Understood Malik?" Nathan growls. Zayn gets up and doesn't even wait for the elevator he runs to the stairs.

I start to cry, I can't help the tears running down my face. Nathan turns to look at me and kneels in front of me. He cups my face and wipes my tears with his thumb. "Are you ok?" He whispers softly. I shake my head. I'm far from ok. I just want to die. I can't handle this. "Come let's go inside." He helps me up, and walks me inside my place. He closes the door behind him. I walk to my bedroom and Nathan follows me. I would tell him to leave, but I need him. I don't want to be alone. Not after what just happened.

"I have to go now." He says and turns for the door. No! He can't leave. I quickly get up and stop him.

"Stay." I whisper. He nods and hugs me. Even if I've had him this close to me before, and even if I've had my tongue down his throat, this hug, having him here right now means much more than anything else we've shared before.

"I love you." The words leave my mouth effortlessly. He stands back and cups my face. His thumb traces my bottom lip, and this feeling I'm getting right now is something I always want to feel.

"Show me." He breathes. I close my eyes. I wish I could, but Peter. I can't do this to him.

"Nathan. You know I can't. If I could, you know I would." I say getting close to his lips. He rests his forehead on mine.

"Forget about Peter, forget about everything. It's just you and me." He says against my lips.

"Shower." I manage to say. He nods and leads me to my bathroom.

I kick my heels off to the side, Nathan smiles. He bends down to turn on the hot tub. I guess I’m really doing this. What am I saying, I’ve missed his touch. I’ve missed him so much. Even when I said I didn’t I knew I was lying to myself. God knows I love his man. I’ve never loved someone this much before.

I take my blazer off, and throw it back into my room. Nathan turns back to me, and pulls me towards him. He starts to undo my jeans. And I can’t help but feel guilty. I’ve said it before I don’t cheat. I never had. Nathan pulls my jeans down and helps me step out of them. I pull my shirt over my head, and he stands back just looking at me. I don’t think I’ll ever feel comfortable with him or anyone looking at me like this.

“Are you ok?” I slowly nod. I don’t know to be honest. Having Zayn so close to me, just makes me want to crawl into my bed and not see or talk to anyone. Only Nathan would make any situation into this. He begins to kiss down my jaw, and tense up. I can’t, I thought I could but I can’t.

“Nathan please don’t make me.” I say looking down at the floor. “You know I love you. I don’t have to show you, you know it Nathan. Can we just cuddle?” I finally look up at him. His gaze is soft now, it’s not dark like it was thirty seconds ago. He nods, and takes my hand in his, and heads back into my bedroom. He takes off the comforter, and throws a couple of the pillows off the bed. He grabs one and throws it over at me. I dodge it, and I grab it and throw it back at him.

“Oh now you want to play?” I give him my don’t go there look. And he puts his arms up in surrender. I smile and he shakes his head. I hop into bed only wearing my bra and panties, but it’s not like Nathan hasn’t seen me like this.

Nathan takes off his jeans and shirt, and joins me in bed. “You went out with Peter?” he asks as I nuzzle by his side. He puts his arm around me, and rubs my back gently.

“Yeah he took me out to dinner.” I say as I trace circles on his chest.

“That’s nice of him. So how are you two getting along?” I honestly don’t feel like talking about Peter right now, especially not when I’m him like this.

“Are you just going to ask me about Peter?” I look up at him.

“No, so why did you leave me?” I close my eyes, this wasn’t what I wanted to talk about either. But we’re both calm, so I guess this is the perfect time to have this conversation.

“Let’s remember that moving to London was always in my plans ok.” I look up at him and smile. “I didn’t exactly leave you Nathan. I had to come here so I can do my job interviews.”

“No you did leave me. You said goodbye in that hallway.” he cuts me off.

“Yes I did say goodbye. As we can see I obviously didn’t mean it.” I lightly laugh. “But in all seriousness, it was the fact that I saw Ariane giving yo-”

“Ok, I get it. You don’t need to say it. I’m sorry that you saw that. I had a couple of drinks before she came in my room. She walked in with some drinks and I then I remember you just being on her on. By the way you can fight.” he smiles.

“I guess I can.” I flash him a sly smile. “So what you’re trying to say is that she could’ve possibly drugged you?” I ask.

“Yes, or maybe I had too much to drink.” he adds.

“I don’t think so. If you did then you sobered up really quickly.” I smile. He hold me closer to him.

“So now you see that you were wrong for leaving me?” I raise a brow at him.

“Wrong? Nathan you were getting a bj? How was I wrong?” I raise my voice a bit.

“You want to know something?” I nod.

“Your bj was better.” he smiles and rolls on top of me.

“Nathan, that’s not going to get you off the hook.” I frown.

“I think it might.” He smirks, pressing me down into the mattress more. I shake my head.

“No, it won’t.” I flips us over. He places his hands on my hips.

“I’ll love to say otherwise.” He runs his hands down to my butt, and gives it a slight squeeze. He starts to move my hips softly, I place my hands on his chest, and run my nails down his chest. “Gwen don’t start something you can’t finish.” he says in such a low sexy voice that makes me want to forget that I’m dating. I start to get off of him, when he grabs me and hold me down to his crotch. I roll my hips, and a groan escapes his lips.

“Oh trust me I can finish this.” I say then leave kisses down his neck.  

"Gwen, what about Peter?"

"Right now I couldn't give a fuck about Peter. Now fuck me." I crash my lips onto his.

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AN: Hey Hey Hey!!!! So me being sick does help! lol How was the chapter babes? I know the past two chapters have been short, but the next one will be longer. And it will be take me longer to update, because I have my first midterm exam coming up and I HAVE to study for it (my grade isn't good in that class). Like always loves please vote and comment. I LOVE YA!! xxxx