Draco Malfoy x Reader One-Shots

year 4 | misunderstood feelings

I was writing a letter to my mother at the common room, surrounded by the green light. I scribbled:

Dear Mum,

Although I've been to Hogwarts for about two weeks, I still can't make any friends. There's a first-year boy in my house who has a lot of friends, I'm really envy him and want to befriend him. But I don't have the courage to say anything to the others. What can I do?

'There's a first-year boy in my house who has a lot of friends -' a drawl voice repeated what I had written.

I spinned my head around and saw a boy who had white-blond hair and a pale, pointed face was standing behind me. He's exactly the boy I had mentioned in the letter. I bit my lips and said nothing.

He bent down and leaned in closer, his forearms are rested on the back of my chair. We were only inches away from each other.

'Are you talking about me?' he asked, pointing at the parchment on the table. 'The boy who has a lot of friends.'

I nodded.

'Can't you just say something? I didn't even hear your voice before and no need to mention that I don't know your name.'

'(Y/N) (Y/L/N).'

'(Y/L/N), nice to meet you. I'm Malfoy, Draco Malfoy. If you want to make friends, you need to talk. By the way, pleasure to be your first friend you make at Hogwarts. Just tell me if you need help.' he smirked and stood up straight.

'Good night, (Y/L/N).' He turned around and waved his hand easily.

From that night on, we became friends and I didn't even know when he began to use my first name instead of my surname. He introduced me to his friends and I was not lonely anymore.

***

When we're in our fourth year at Hogwarts, Draco invited Pansy to the Yule Ball rather than me which really broke my heart.

I didn't know when I had feeling for Draco but I only knew he didn't feel the same. So I didn't being close to him anymore. He didn't really notice that I was dodging him, as he didn't bother to talk to me and he began to date with Pansy in our fifth year.

Draco and Pansy became the prefect of Slytherin. Once, I saw them snogging in the deserted corridor outside the Prefects' bathroom at midnight when I was going to take a night shower. I could never wipe away the memory - Pansy wrapped her legs around Draco's waist and fastened her arms around his neck, and Draco kissed along her neck to her collarbone...

I ran back to the common room and cried and I went to classes with bags under my eyes the next day. He didn't care or he didn't even notice, he just said 'Hey' as usual and had breakfast.

Blaise noticed what had happened and comforted me. And I became close to him and we shared secrets with each other. We had similar personality, we were quiet and didn't like to talk.

Before our sixth year, me and Blaise started dating and I didn't dodge Draco anymore.

On the Hogwarts Express, Draco, Pansy and Blaise and I shared a compartment. Draco told us about the mission the Dark Lord gave him. Then Draco had his head in Pansy's lap, and she stroked his hair while smirking, like she was the luckiest girl.

'Sorry, I need to go to the washroom.' I left the compartment.

After I entered the washroom, I sobbed. I didn't know why. I didn't love Draco from that night onwards, but why I felt sad when I saw Pansy was stroking his hair?

Yes, I still had feeling for him...

The night at the weekend, the day Katie Bell was injured, I was reading in a deserted common room. Someone entered the common room. It was Draco with blushed face and smells of alcohol.

'I'm the worst, right?' he drawled.

'You're drunk... Stay here.' I got up to my feet and left the common room.

I brought a bucket of hot water and towels from the bathroom. Draco was sitting on a couch. 'I couldn't even send the necklace to Dumbledore, how can I repair the cabinet?' he says.

I knelt down next to him, squeezing the excess water of a towel. He grabbed away the towel and leaned closer, cupped my face with his warm hands.

'Listen to me!' he shouted.

Before I could response, he kissed forcibly on my lips. I slapped him after I knew what had happened.

'I'm not Pansy. Mind you behaviour.' I snapped and stood up.

'I know. You're (Y/N).' he drawled and stood up, pointing at my face. He staggered to me and his head fell on my shoulder. His weight made me lose my balance and both of us fell on the floor.

He was lying on my chest and he pinned me against the floor.

'What're you doing? Let me go, Draco! I'm not Pansy!' I yelled and tried to fight off his grip. But I couldn't even move.

He leaned in for a bruising kiss. He then nibbled my earlobe, whispering nonsense. '(Y/N), forgive me. I didn't know your feeling before and hurt you - I can see the way you look at me - you don't love Blaise - you wanted to irritate me only.' he whispers in my ear.

'Me and Blaise started dating wasn't because I wanted to irritate you. I don't love you anymore, Draco. We loved each other.' I panted, 'Be sober.'

'No, you love me. If you aren't, tell me why you cried on the Hogwarts Express.' he kissed along my neck, 'Tell me why you dodge me all the time.'

'I didn't dodge you... I didn't cry...' my voice trailed out.

'You love me, (Y/N). You're the one who need to be sober.' I stretched my hand to the bucket of water and overthrew it. Both of us got soaked into the skin.

I pushed him away and headed to my dorm, leaving the drunk boy behind.

I dodged him again. Not willing to sit next to him and found excuses to run away every time if he was around.

I became confused and finally I broke up with Blaise.

Pansy cried so hard one night, 'Draco said he loved someone else - he broke up with me!' I had a strange feeling. I felt happy. But I shouldn't.

I received a note in the following day morning. It said: 'Meet me at the Astronomy Tower at twelve tonight. We need to talk. ~DM'

Draco? I met him as the letter said.

'Sorry, (Y/N). I'm so stupid. You're the one I love. Not Pansy, not the others. I felt really sad when you dodged me, not willing to take a look at me. Please don't leave me.' he pulled me into his chest. 'I love you, (Y/N). Can you give me a chance?'

I nodded against his shoulder.

He pulled away and kissed me passionately and I kissed back as passionate as he was. I gasped between the kiss, 'I love you too, Draco. Sorry for making you sad.' 'It's Okay. Everything is over.'