2:38 pm 09/19/2014
you are my first thought
whenever i woke up
and my very last thought
before i drifted away
into my dreams
that most of the time
are nightmares.
if you are my first
and last thought,
am i yours too?
then, a question popped out
of my mind immediately,
since when did you think
about me?
who the hell am i even kidding?
offcourse the answer was not.
and right now, i am going
to lose and dissapoint myself
again.
because of thinking that,
maybe somehow
my existence crossed into your
beautiful hollow mind.
i am just getting my hopes up,
i already knew that it was never.
-dgsf
